Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

*WARNING: Entry is full of pictures! LOL

Met my dearest Muhd Nashruddin yesterday cos we’re celebrating my birthday on the 25th since its after fasting month so they can have me for the whole day. Wheee!

Met him like way early around 11am plus.? So I had to wait for him to meet the rest and perform Friday prayers while I sit around at Mcdonald’s playing games from his ipod touch. LOL

Fiyan was fascinated that I waited for so long and even said I was jinak. Kurang asam, pikir aku ni binatang per. ROAR. aku gigit baru tau!

Thats Izdiyad (some guy they met at poly) and Zaki. This was the first time I met Izdiyad and he’s really nice although awfully shy.

The other two annoying (but somehow entertaining) ones. Nash told me about how Shah did alot to make it for the celebration so thanks Shah Jahan (Bin Zaihan). HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Okay, not funny.

This game was very very fun. Basically because I won against all of them. Lelaki WEAK la ok. And no, I did not have to whine to win okay.

I was really lucky for this game and I did whine a little bit to Zaki and Izdiyad (didn’t bother with Fiyan and Shah) cos they will never give in to me anyways. Nash attacked me here! What a bully huh! But Izdiyad won this anyway. Not fair! Cos all the boys ganged up against me! I was second, so good enough although there were 5 other guys against me!

I helped Nash alot for this one, because I have a very kind and forgiving heart. LOL But we didn’t finish this up cos it got a little boring. Besides, Shah kept on going to the toilet to shit. hahahhaha.

Potato wedges and Cheesy Fish N Chips!

My birthday cake! From Nash, I think. Thanks sweetheart!!! I would’ve enjoyed it more if not for the stupid ulcer.

After that, Shah passed me a gift saying its from everyone (except Nash) and told me to open it. Look at the video and see what my gift does. SUPER CUTE. lol

Me had lots of fun! Thanks guyssss.

After leaving Mind Cafe, Nash and I separated from them.We then moved on to watch The Ugly Truth. I didn’t know the plan cos Nash was keeping the whole plan a secret from me. I was so surprised when he brought me to the GOLD CLASS areaaaaaa! WHOOPEDOO

I honestly felt so damn pampered with the soft comfy seating area and a blanket. There was a menu on the table between Nash’s and my seat. I took a look at the menu and decided not to order cos everything was so expensive. Nash took the menu and convinced me to buy the GVMax Platter or something. It was $18/$20. 

And I also bought the Soda float. Which was Root Beer topped with Ben&Jerry’s Ice cream! Kinda on the pricey side though. Around $8/$10, I forgot. I would never have ordered but Nash kept saying it was alright so I ordered anyway.! Wheeeee. Just thinking about it now makes me so damn happy.

My sweetheart ordering for us.

In the whole theater, we were the youngest couple around. Mostly all foreigners. You could tell that some of them come here often. As for me, I am only able to enjoy this for a special occasion like this. Boo! I wanna be like them and come here more often. But we all know very well that normal Singaporeans wont be able to afford this on a regular basis.

I had an awesome time Syg. Love love love love love you for everythingggg.

Nash wanted to bring me to Earle Swensen’s for supper and give me my present but I was too full (and tired) so I was begging him to take me home. I was also very worried I’d get home after 11pm and my dad will never let me go out again.
When we get married, we’ll go out as long as we want to k love?

Otw home, Nash gave me his present and GUESS what it was……………

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A GUESS BANGLE WATCHHHHHHHHHHHH. So pretty. I love it soo soo much!

Let’s admire this beauty for abit. Lol. So nice right? I am totally in love with this. THANK YOU THANK YOU babyyyy!

I had lots of fun today and despite every shit Ive given Nash, he still treats me like a princess. Shah knows about all of our problems and its nice to see him being so neutral and forgiving about all of it. Shah is a really really REALLY nice guy. Nash is just…. beyond awesome.. And I, I am just so damn lucky to have you baby. MWAH MWAH MWAH
Thanks Guys! You’re all wonderful. LOVE YOUUUU


And especially to you my lovely one. You’re the bestest ever. ahhhh, LOVE YOU FOREVER

Turned 20 on 15th Sep and I’d say that my birthday went well this year. Although initially it sucked, but it ended on a good note. At 12 midnight, a couple of wishes came in and I want to thank everyone for remembering and making the effort to wish.

At 2am, we all started getting ready to go Istighfar for Qiamullail. After prayers, the Ustaz made an announcement to recite Al-Fatiha for someone’s birthday.

I was thinking, “wow, someone else in this mosque has the same birthdate as me”. It was then when the Ustaz mentioned my name and I realise either my mom or dad must’ve left a note to the Ustaz. I was shocked, but pleased.

Felt kinda down while heading home after Subuh prayers cos I know everyone will be sleeping and by the time all of us wake up, it’ll be time to get ready to break fast and tarawih. And once tarawih ends, my birthday will as well.

But I was wrong. Heh. At 11am, Mom woke me up telling us to get ready cos we’re gonna go out to get my birthday present.

Got ready and they all brought me shopping and my parents got me a Guess shoe, my very first one.! Been wanting one for a while now. Was green with envy when Ati got one before I did. Lol

I’m not gonna show the shoe for now cos I might be wearing it for Raya and I dont wanna give spoilers. LOL

Ibu went all out to wrap the present although I already know what the gift was just because she knows how much I love unwrapping gifts.

Went straight to Istighfar to break fast and did our tarawih there. Straight after tarawih, Dad brought us to SWENSENS to celebrate my birthday. Tried the new Chili Crab pasta which was not very fantastic. the pictures on the menu is wayyy different from the actual meal itself. Kinda disappointing. FINALLY had my walnut rocky road .. Whee. Super happy by then. Absolutely love it.

My dad had this salad which was amazingggg!

Our meal ended at about 12am so my birthday ended in Swensens. It wasn’t so bad and I really enjoyed my day but waking up for Qiamullail a few hours later was so damn hard. Damn exhausted.

Lack of sleep but still super happy.

Thanks Ayah, Ibu, Kak Na and Ati for making this day awesome. Sorry for sulking during the early hours of my birthday. I am a spoiled little girl after all.

HAHA. prasan little girl konon. Padehal 20 years old already..! Rah, so old.

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The next day my aunt gave me a cake, a small bouquet of flowers and a packet of $$$. LOL

Thanks Cik Sal for all of it. The cake was delicious and so pretty. I love it! Sorry you waited up for us but we got back too late. :p

Appreciate what your family has done for mine.

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I’m looking forward to the celebration with Nash. He has been spending alot of time planning it and I know he’s gonna spoil me like a princess. Not that I dont deserve it. LOL. Ah, you spoil me too much sometimes, love. But I love every bit of it. I cannot wait to see you again. Miss you much much

Almost 230am and i am still not sleepy. Been sleeping late cos having my semester break now. Shiok or what. By the time I wake up, I only need to fast for like 5 hours or so and then I can break fast already.

But I am waking up damn early tmr cos I’m gonna go buy ingredients to make kuih raya this year. Heehee.. Damn excited. Yes I am bored. I wanna work cos I want money but I dont wanna work cos I’m lazy since its fasting month and all. lol

Ah well, you cant have the best of both worlds, can you.? For the record, I missed 7 days of fasting this year. I am just stating it here so I can refer back here in case I forget. I have a memory of a goldfish like that. I’m gonna lie in bed and stare at the ceiling now. Hopefully sleep comes to me easily tonight. Night night.!

ps. Good luck Sweetheart. Make me proud alright. Love you

This entry took awhile cos my laptop has been reformatted and I couldn’t find our pictures. Boo

Anyway, its been four long years ever since the day we got together. And I’m glad after all this time, you’re still the guy I wanna be with. Although I have to admit that whatever we have isn’t perfect especially since we’ve officially broken up twice but I guess you could say fate brought us back together?

As the lovely Brooke Davis would say,
“People that are meant to be together, always find their way in the end.”

Muhd Nashruddin Bin Abdol Aziz,
I know being with me over the years was tough. Very very tough. and I admire how patient you are for being able to stay with me through all these years. I have made numerous mistakes and it amazes me how you would always find it in your heart to forgive me. Even when I can’t seem to forgive myself. I truly regret for all the hurt I’ve caused. I also know how my dad being very strict makes it hard for us but I am thankful that you understand and you put up with it as well. I’ve been told countless times by my friends about how they wouldn’t put up with all this shit if they were in your shoes. So, I pray for the day my dad approves of you, approves of us. Because it’ll make things much easier. I just want you to know how much I appreciate all the wonderful things you have done for me.

I can assure you, that you have been the greatest blessing in my life and I do not know what life would have been like, without you.

Happy 4th Anniversary Baby.
I love you with all of my heart. Mwah

NUR AISYAH MOHAMED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Handphone aku hantar repair abeh aku hilang most of nombor kau. And Alfi punye.
Abeh aku da takde kat Simei tau. Camne kau nak call aku? Kau mane nak ingat nombor hp aku.
Aku risau gile babi. Kau kat ne ni? Okay tak? Aku email kau nombor hp aku tu. Tolong bace dan call aku jadi aku tau everything is fine.

Take care sweetheart.

So Sylvia is now at Hongkong for her six months attachment. Gosh, I’ll miss her so much, especially when school reopens again.

And it seems like our very own Ms Ong Kai Shi has some emotions eh? hehe. We’ll miss you like crazy, woman. Do your best and I hope everything turns out well for you missy!!!

Period decided to turn up just a day before fasting starts. Boo.

So I missed the first day and will probably miss the first week of Ramadhan. Such a waste. Everyone’s going for tarawih while I have to stay home alone.

Not fun, seriously.
Why do I always seem to miss either the first or last day of Ramadhan each year?

One Month. Four Weeks. Thirty One Days.
I’ll miss you baby.
Miss me too, okay?

Mwah!

Dont challenge me when you obviously dont have the brains for it. You’ll only succeed in looking like a fool.

Not like you dont look like one already