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Fee and………..

Bee!

Had lunch with these two and we didn’t plan to go anywhere after that but ended up checking out Bee’s workplace in the end. She is a Gallery Sitter btw. Damn cool or what. $7/hr you know! RAH

Zaf and I being retarded while Bee’s busy doing her rounds. hoho

Zaf looking like a hamster. hahaha. first time per.

Hello! This is Emma. Thats the top I made for her. Nice or whaaaaaaat. haha. She looks good with no pants on, eh?

Bee with her hamster face yet again! hahahaha

Eh, si cicak ni!

I’m the TALLEST. While Fee is the Cacatest. Seriously though, what pose is THAT?! ahhaha, retard!

Charlie’s Angels ke pe?

Bee the hamster AGAIN. ahahahah

Been way way too long. I am so glad I met up with these two. Poured out so many pent up frustations and although there wasn’t any solution to it, I feel so much better than I have in weeks. THANK YOU GIRLS. WO AI NI ley! It would have been perfect if Sheikha Haroon could have made it. I miss her like crazy and its so hard for all four of us to meet up and spend quality time together.

SIGH

I’ve yet to meet fiiiiiiiiii and my dearest Aisyah. And I’ve made plans with those two. Hopefully no last minute cancellation or whatsoever. Need to catch up, need to catch up with my lovelies.

I’d rather you don’t even try if its going to lead to this. I have tried my best to understand your situation and be nice about it and if that is not enough, then I don’t know what is.

Nash is driving me nutssssss!!1!

The house is filled with the smell of freshly baked brownies. I haven’t baked in the longest time and I miss it. Especially the feeling of baking for someone. Always nice to have someone appreciate the things you do for them.

I wish I had more time to bake. It somehow makes me feel relaxed and in control. I’m glad that today turned out better than yesterday. I also got my top from Mr Postman today. So, yeay!

I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.

Lol, shall repeat it over and over again till I am convinced that I can do it. Yes I can.

Oh and I’m having my period. So dont mind the mood swings, aye?

Morning started out pretty well. I found a blueberry cake in the fridge while looking for milk for my cereal. So I dumped the cereal and had two big slices of the blueberry cake. I was kinda confident that it’ll be a good day today seeing how it started well.

But no, like they always say, when something seems too good to be true, it probably is. By midday, my day went bleah and I’m getting really tired of this shit. Seriously.

I need to eat. So I asked the family out for Breeks, my treat. Spending money always make me feel better. Oh and of course, eating too.

Been sleeping for 4 hours the past few days and I am beyond exhausted. When I get home today, I am going to avoid everyone, everyplace and everything.

Will spend some time with the family and head off to bed straightaway.

Yes, I am running away and I dont want to know because somehow, I already know. Does that even make sense? lol, i think it does.

Comot is currently being sterilised. They’ll be picking him up from the vet at 4pm later. Muahahahahah! Now I can have some peace at night. wheeee

Ming is cranky. Boooo!
No one to entertain me!

I was all happy and was planning a long update when I got a call from someone and I totally lost the mood to blog. Sigh,I cannot help but wonder why some people have that effect on me. One stupid news and my mood gets affected.  Meh. I need to stop caring.

Anws, I miss my girls like crazy and I cannot wait to see them again. Sigh sigh sigh. Its kinda funny that the only people who knows what’s going on with my life right now are my sisters and Ming. To anyone who asked, I appreciate your concern but I would prefer that we catch up on each other when we actually meet up!

Okay I seriously no mood already. Bye!