Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

Happy 19th Birthday Bee darling.
I miss you and having you listen to me.

Finally met up with Nash today after a week of not being able to. That boy is such a sweetheart.

Life’s been better.
I mean, I may be broke but I’ve two incoming tops being delivered by mail and I am super duper excited for one of the tops. hee hee.

And yesterday Samsung called me up to review the Pixon so I went by Samsung Hub today to collect it.

More about that soon. But Nash and I are loving it so far. He even suggested that we change our F480 to the pixon this year.

He’s crazy, seriously. We both just got the F480 late last year and now he’s thinking of changing it. -__-

Although I tend to change my phone every year, I have a feeling that the F480 will stay with me for a wee bit longer since its a gift from him.

See! I love you so much. Stop saying otherwise.

Been super cranky lately. Life has been shitty. Every single day I have to drag myself to school. I am super sick of it. Super sick of knowing that no matter how hard I try, there is no way I am ever going to make it.

This week, I got back my test papers and two lecturers who taught me last sem asked me the same freaking question. “Did you blank out cause  you were too nervous.?”
I was too ashamed to admit that I studied a day before the actual paper. I mean, I scored A for their modules last sem, and now I am getting a C and D.

HAHA, what a joke.

And if that is not annoying enough, I have parasites and leeches forever around me. For God’s sake, go away please. I dont care what you do with your life but please stay out of mine. I have never attempted to enter your life so I would appreciate if you come nowhere near mine.

Two words.
Fuck off.

I bought two tubs of multi colored cotton candy.
Super pretty.

Ahh, bliss.

* I am not adding people I do not know or people I have NEVER even talked to/smiled at before. I dont care if we have hundreds of mutual friends.
* I also do not add people I dislike. So dont bother, really.

I seriously need to clear out my requests. Its becoming an eyesore.

Nooraini Bte Jamaludin, I can see that you are from BV but I really do not know you. And I dont add people I do not know unless they send me a nice msg to introduce themselves.

Adeline, Shireen and Nafisah. – ???? I’m sorry but haven’t we always been strangers in school?

Abdul Kamal, your primary photo scares me and I dont even remember any Kamals.

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K, I wanna play with my Komot now.

Damn it, I have 4 weeks of laundry piling up and I need to wash them soon or I’ll have nothing to wear for school.   So lazyyyyyyyyy.

I hate school, I really do.

You are probably the person I am most protective of but that is only because I love you so much for all of the things you have done for me. I know most of the time I fall short of the elder sister role I am supposed to take and I thank you for always giving in and taking care of me. You are way matured in the way you think for your age and I am proud of that.

Happy Birthday Ati. May Allah always bless you and may you get everything you wish for. You deserve all the happiness in the world.