Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

Oh, I dreamt I had a child. He was so cute! Didn’t see any father in my dream though. haha.

Sorry.

I love you.
With all my heart, trust me.

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School is starting soon and I am dreading it so much. I hate school, I really do.
Sigh. One more year plus half a term.

Its Ati’s birthday tmr.! And it’ll be  a new year. God, time flies.

Its my term break right now and all I do at home is play with Komot. LOL. I need a life, I know. But I play with Komot alot. All day, in fact.

I have people asking me if I cheated my way through because of my high paw points which is nonsense cos I worked hard for every single paw point I earned.

Click on the image for better view. I have only 60K as paw points. You can see that I have friends with up to 200K paw points. And I easily earn $$$ and paw points cause I have 90plus friends with this application.

I’m getting tired of answering the same questions every single day. If one more person asks me whether I cheated my way through, I shall send him/her POO. Yes, shit will be sent to you. LOL

Damn just got back home, its 11:59 now and before the clock strikes 12, i wanna wish
Happy 18th Birthday to my dear bf!!! mwah, i love you the most, lol!

more updates sooooon!

I bought another top online using the money for Nash’s birthday. I am not worthy of his love.
Sigh

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Went to Funan with my family today with the main intention of upgrading the RAM for Kak Na’s new laptop. Honestly, I am so jealous that she got the new Asus laptop. ):
Its so smaaaaaaaaall.

But her PC is the oldest compared to my laptop and Ati’s PC so she deserves something new.

My dad also got a new external hard drive and Ati got a smacking cool Sennheiser headphone. I am also very jealous because the audio quality damn shiok. Sigh. I got some plug thing for my laptop. I am not complaining(contradicting) because its about time my sisters got something for themselves too.

I was the only one who got the Sandisk Cruzer the other dayand none of them protested, so I better not. Besides, what else do I need right. I am such a greedy girl. Heh.

After that we went to CK Tang and I got one pump for school and while searching for more shoes for school, I happened to try on this GORGEOUS black lacy peep toe stiletto heels with crystals on it.

I really wanted to buy it but when I turned it over, I saw $109.00 staring back at me. My heart sank and i placed it back on the display shelf and tried to walk away.

My dad was helping my mom find some shoes for work so I casually told him that I found a shoe i REALLY like. Showed him and I knew he thinks its gorgeous as well. But he says the heels are too high and he asked if I would ever wear it cause I always buy nice gorgeous high heels and never wear them.

Promised him I would but he told me that all of us are only given $50 for each shoe and that shoe is wayyy over. So I said I’ll pay for it myself. Yes, i like it THAT much. (I am so dead, that was supposed to be for Nash’s birthday present) But syg, please understand, it sooooo pretty. You would agree if you saw me wearing it. Besides, its your fault for leaving me behind. I dont care how that is linked but its your fault anw. Come back soon please, I am missing you like crazy. Okay back to my gorgeous shoe…….

I am $109 poorer but I am so happy cos its so pretty!!!! I dont care. I am going to wear heels from now on.

And if anyone dares to bully me, I’ll KILL you with my dagger heels. NYAHA.

So nash came back from HK yesterday and he just flew off for Japan today.

I dont understand why he’d even bother to come back if he’s leaving so soon.

I didnt even get to meet him today you know! LDGWJGDKGDQW:LGDQWUEGQLGW#GRLU@#

I miss you everyday. ):

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Made my sis go over to Ngee Ann to accompany me for the train ride from Simei to Clementi and Clementi to Simei for my IT Law paper last Friday.

I am so pathetic, its unbelievable.

Nash has been pretty excited about flying off to his little holiday for awhile now. I’ve been tuning out whenever he talks about it. He does this EVERY year. I never liked hearing him talk about going here and there simply because I didn’t like to think about having him far away from me.

I’ve been able to block these thoughts out for a few months already. That was until I thought about him just now. And I realised that he’ll be going off on Thursday. And I dont even know how long he’ll be gone. I never asked, or listen even if he did tell me.

Texted him about it and he said he’ll be off from 4th Dec until 19th Dec. Sigh. So long…
At least he says he’ll buy loads of stuff for me. Heh. I’ll miss you kambing.