Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

Too much to do, too little time.

Sigh

Been at my MWA project the whole day yesterday. Its driving me nuts doing the damn website. I’ve managed to create an account but I have a problem because sometimes I can successfully log in and sometimes I can’t. Its so annoying cause I can’t figure out where the problem lies.

The stupid codes are making me cross eyed. SIGH.

At least the database is cooperating with me. If it doesn’t, I’ll start tearing my hair out.

So my Dad surprised us by bringing us to Changi Airport’s Swensens last night! Apparently he’s happy with how I’ve been improving. He’s still hoping that I’ll achieve 2 As though. Which I still, have not.

I got my Business Law test result today. I got a B+. I need that bloody A and I doubt I’ll achieve it for Marketing. Please God, just one more A. Sipi sipi also can.

Sigh

I know I should be happy with whatever results I’ve achieved knowing that I’ve given it my all but I can’t help wishing that I tried harder, studied earlier, attended more lectures, paid more attention. I have done so much to hurt my family all those years ago and all I want to do right now is to make my parents proud of the only child who kept disappointing them.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

I had Multimedia & Workgroup Application class from 12pm – 3pm. And at 4 pm I had another tutorial. BUT, my tutor ended her Multimedia & Workgroup Application lesson wayyy early like, at 1pm.

So I had to wait for 3 hours for my next class right?

And what do you know, when I went for my 4pm class, the tutor marked our attendance and told us we can go off already. I WAS LIKE, WTF !!!!

If I knew, I would’ve gone home to sleep instead of wasting three hours of my life in school for a bloody 3min class and attendance marking.

anyway anyway, I got an A for WDA and B for MWA. Am hoping for another A for Business Law or Marketing and I can claim my facial treatment from my DAD!! haha.

Yes yes, my Dad promised me that if I score 2As with no modules scoring lower than a B, he’ll sponsor me any facial treatment of my choice!! Or I can claim the cash. heh heh. That is at least a few hundred bucks. KAA-CHINGG!

But he says I can’t claim my reward if I score any Cs at all. So I’m really praying hard here. Hmm.

Anyway, I’ve got to get ready now. My dad wants to bring us out!!! I haven’t done my assignments yet and we’ll probably reach home late so I’ll be staying up to finish them up.

Sigh, who wants to bet I’ll be damn cranky tomorrow? Obvious or whaaaaaaaaat.

K, got to wash up and get ready. Ciao

Thanks for checking up on me. Its amazing that you seem to be able to sense whenever I’m feeling like crap. I just hope its been easier for you. (:

Me want Dark Chocolate Truffle!!!! Sigh.

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE WEDNESDAYS!

School is starting this Monday and I don’t feel like going cause I have gotten very fat over the past two weeks. NOTHING fits me anymore. Except big ugly t-shirts and leggings/stockings or anything ultra stretchable.

HOW!? I’ve got nothing to weaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar!

sigh. I borrowed three books yesterday and I’ll be busy trying to finish them up. k bye.

I met Mak today. Its been more than a year since I last saw her. I’ve missed her and the way she looks at me with such adoration like I’m the cutest thing she’s ever laid her eyes on. It touched my heart when she embraced me with such love and seeing how her eyes shine with tears when we said our goodbyes.

I must visit her more often. Thanks Ati for accompanying. I’m sorry if it was weird/awkward for you.

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I had a very long talk with my Dad just now. He says I need to be more patient and forgiving. Hmmm.
Shall try shall try.

Finally done with my sister’s blogskin. Very pink, I know but she’s in a pinky mood lately. And that my friends, is very unusual. She usually likes yellow, you know.

And I know she’s jambu so stop comparing already..

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Had the sudden urge to clear things up between these two yesterday so I did. I think its about time. Sorry ah, I can’t find any more recent pictures than this one in my photobucket!!

Thanks Sheikha Haroon for the help and encouragement. (:

Nicholas saw me today and the first thing he said was, “You look taller.”

HAHA.