Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

Hey hey. I haven’t been updating much cause I’ve been trying to distract myself from feeling hungry by reading books the whole day. So far this method has been working fine.

And I’ve also been like, spending more time with my family eversince I’ve stopped working and its been great being able to spend more time with the family. We buke puase by the beach yesterday. Damn shiok.

After that we went to upgrade my m1 line. Initially I wanted to terminate it but I decided to renew it and I got a new handset which is the SE T250i.

I gave the phone to my younger sis (because I’m just nice,haha,actually my dad asked me to but I’m fine with it cause i prefer my k800i) and I didn’t want the m1 SIM card either. Planning to sign up for Starhub though so I don’t really have a number anymore. You can no longer reach me on my old number but you can always try my home. (:

I’m really hungry now. And I wanna get back to my book. Will post up pictures once I have the time. (:

The Taka event has finally finished. Eliss asked me to work at Downtown but my dad wants me to rest till school starts so being the good girl I am, I listened to my dad.

Shall be online more often and will update more in the next few days. (:

Havent updated for like, years! ahahah. so ive lots and lots of pictures.

Thats Nash and the yogurt at Taka square.

Whoot. Welcome to Yogurt Place! (: this is at downtown east by the way.

I’ll update very briefly about whats been going on.

2nd Year- 5th Sep

It was a simple day out with the boyfriend.

We talked and spent some time at Starbucks before we head over to Ngee Ann City and had dinner at Breeks.

We were eating at Breeks when Nash gave me this and I cried like a baby cos I wasn’t expecting anything and I was very touched la.

Embarrassing okay. The Breeks’ waiters kept like, glancing over at our table.

After that we met Eliss at Taka square and she briefed us about the food festival.

11th Sep- Pre Birthday celebration.

Was supposed to meet Nash at Simei MRT and was already 45mins late so I rushed out of my house when I saw Nash on my doorstep with a cake.

Damn shocked la. Cut the cake and ate abit of it with him. It was yummy yummy good. Even my parents loved it.

(:

Then we were supposed to have dinner at Pizza Hut cos Ive been telling Nash like months ago that I want to eat the cheese fondue. But we already ate donuts before that and I was quite full so I spoiled his plan by saying I didnt want to eat.

But he managed to suggest eating at Swensens so thats where we went.

We had chocolate fondue.! Nice sia. Im fasting and blogging about this makes me salivate even more.

THANKS PANTAT!! (:

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Pre Birthday Celebration with 3As.

I think Sheikha was doing most of the shouting and laughing laaaa. I loved the hug in the end. hahaha. (:

After their ‘’surprise” we head off to Siglap’s Pizza hut for cheese fondue!!!!!!!!!

It was nice. Zaf and Shee kept moaning while appreciating the cheese which sounded pretty wrong.. haha

We went to bee’s place shortly after cos everyone was damn full and sheikha hurt her leg so we couldnt walk around much.

Shee the kental bacin wanted to study so bee, zaf and i start our merepek la. hahah

Of course shortly after Shee couldnt resist but join us. haha.

Got home and saw what the As gave me. Thanks loads my dears. It was great. I felt better and I enjoyed the talks. Haha.Remember ah we must go for the permanent thingy together!!!! whee. oh, dont worry, this permanent thing is not a tattoo or what ah. Just between us, so yah. (:

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YOU KNOW WHAAAAT!!! Nash came over just now to get his pants from me and he told me that he dreamt I got raped!!!! Not raped by Nash ah but by some stranger.!

SCARY!!! ):

I just got a knock on the door like, seconds ago and it was Habib’s friend delivering my birthday gift to me. He gave me 220bucks this time with the new $20 spore-cum-brunei note!

I wanna go shoppinggg!! Been eyeing some tops at wisma!!!

You know, I don’t understand why some people even bother being nice to me when they dont like me. I mean, if I dislike someone, I cannot be bothered to even smile at the person or acknowledge him/her what more be nice to this person.

Anw, my point of this entry is that I happened to find out about a GUY bad mouthing me when he’s been pretty, well, nice in front of me.

I could only come up with two reasons why this might have happened.

Reason number one: Is probably because he is like a girl and he likes to bitch about people even if he doesnt really hate/dislike the person?

Reason number two: he is probably still bitter about being rejected by me and I actually chose his good friend over him. HAH! but then again, that happened years ago so he must be a miserable fuck to still hold a grudge against me.

Oh, and btw, about what you have to say about me, your girlfriend is hardly any better. And anyone can see that. Besides, Allah has created me the way I am and sampai Akhirat aku sumpah aku akan ingat.

What I still dont understand is, why do you even bother to act nice in front of me?

Oh and obsessing over whatever activity you are still obsessed with AT YOUR AGE, shows what a pathetic life you have. Oh, let go and move on, man!

My previous entry which is already deleted has, of course, nothing to do with this. Trust me, the only people capable of making me miserable are my parents, sisters, Nash, my dear 3As, Fi (i still love you btw) and maybe aisyah. Why maybe? haha, cos i havent heard from her in a long timee but i still love her though.

Anws, the news about this asshole was more of a shock to me cos i thought he was a friend (bloody asshole obviously fooled me.pffffft). But oh well, sometimes we can be very wrong about some people.

I love your beary hugs and how secure it makes me feel.

I love how patient you are despite how unreasonable I am at times, or maybe even most of the time.

I love how you coax me even when we both know I’m in the wrong anyway.

I love how you see past my shortcomings and look out for my finer side.

I love it when my heart does somersaults and my face lights up whenever i see you approaching or when i hear you being mentioned.
I love how you still have that effect on me after all this time.

I love your smile, i love how your hand fits in mine, i love your curly hair, i love your masculine arms, i love how your eyes shine and i love you, Muhd Nashruddin. Very very much.

Happy 2nd year, huns. (:

Zaf started working yesterday. Yes, at Yogurt Place. Bee might be working there too. So the rest of my shift in Pasir Ris is with Zaf. Which is a good thing.

Its much more fun with her around. (: She’s getting her uniform today. wahaa

Just a quick update. Very tired. Bye!

Last night was my first day back at Yogurt Place but I am very very very tired already. The girl I met yesterday was not so careful with stuff so things kept falling over. When I first met her, her pants were stained in red and there was this red gunk on the floor which she was trying to clean up, fast.

Sigh.

And she kept trying to get a conversation with every single pizza hut or kfc delivery guy whenever they walk past. She even initiates conversation with random Mat strangers.

And when she smiles at me, it is so so so fake, I almost killed myself for wanting to work again.

Thank god I will be doing closing with Eliss today. Oh boy, do i have a lot of things to tell her.

I cant wait to go Taka and work with normal, non clumsy, funny and nice people like Sherlynn.

Will update again soon. (: