Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

The other day I dreamt that Nicholas Nah aka Nana B1 was on my bed and patting me to sleep. HAHA. I also dreamt that Nash turned into a kitten and Comot wants to attack him. Muahaha

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Anyway, I finally met up with Fi today. (:

Am very happy cos its been a long time since I last met her. And she promised to meet again next week, so yay!!!

I’ve yet to meet my As but its so hard for all four of us to be free on the same day. Holidays, probably. (:

Anw, Fi is like damn cacat la. I accompanied her to buy her dream bag. And she kept smiling from ear to ear after she paid for it. hahah. funnnnyyy.

Today was good. (:

Ive finished up the last book. I’m kinda sad that its the last and there’ll be no more to look forward to.

Sigh. ):

That pantat of a boyfriend of mine is partly forgiven already. heeheee.

He just came over a few minutes ago to pass me something. But the nearest he came to my house was at the doorstep, of course. (:

And he’s gonna have breakfast with me at 7am in the morning tomorrow! After how ngade ngade he was last night just because he was tired after his camp, actually I think I deserve breakfast, lunch and dinner from him! hehe

And i refuse to try to understand that he can be tired after his camp because I’m being nice enough to still let him go for trainings and camps after all the promises of lesser np after he graduates.

So much for that. Oh, and don’t even get me started on SILAT!

Two different individuals with very different opinions.

Disagreements.
I am getting sick and tired of it.

Nash is AGAIN off to some dumb camp till Sunday. I think I am so used to this that it’ll hardly make a difference if he has to serve NS in a few years time.

HAHA, okay, maybe it will be different. But, whatever lah. Still quite long. (:

Anws, regarding his mother not liking me. Hehe, I said ‘I think’, so it means I’m not sure. Nash is of course, denying it.

But I think I’m right lah. Cos I didn’t meet her. Nash just told her about us and showed his mom my picture. haha. I just assumed that she doesnt like me from whatever Nash told me about how his mom reacted to the talk.

But I guess her reaction is not as bad as how I would have expected cos earlier this year, she warned him not to have a gf for his first year in poly.

She said to him, “Kecik-kecik dah nak gatal.”

But I take that as not liking me lahhh. (: Oh well. Luckily I didn’t go to Nash’s POC cos he wanted me to meet her then. Imagine how she’d react at that time. Face to face somemore.

I don’t think I’m ready to meet his parents yet unless Nash meet my dad first. Haha. And the only time Nash will met my dad will probably be the day he wants to masok minang. So still very long. (:

Speaking of my dad, okay, he is like, weird cos he knows I have a bf and he knows that I know that he knows I have a bf but he doesnt want to say it out loud.

Like there was a time when he wanted to know how Nash did for his Olevels. But, instead of asking me, he asked my younger sister if “budak tu”- (he calls nash budak tu) made it to poly or not.

And just like, a few days back, my dad wanted to know how Nash and I were doing lah. And, instead of asking me, he asked my elder sister if “Syazana and that guy still together?”.

He did all these while I wasn’t in the room. And the conversation stopped once I entered. I guess its just his way of showing that he hasnt approved of the relationship yet.

Oh well, my dad wont approve of any relationship I have until I’m married because as he always say, its a sin to go out with guys who are not related or married to you.

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I’m in the mood to blog but I have the dumb Business communication presentation to do. So yah, another dayyyy. (:

NASH JUST CALLED! (: HEHE.
HE SOUNDS SO FAR AWAYYY. Well, he’s in Pulau Ubin so I guess that is far. hahha (:

BYE!

I know I haven’t been blogging for so long and I need a proper update but I’m not in the mood cos I think Nash’s mom doesn’t like me.

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“OH, I dont know!”

If that is the only thing you can say, I suggest you stay in a hole or something. Why even bother coming to school.?

Don’t know? Then go and bloody learn lah! No one was born knowing EVERYTHING. Tell me what contribution have you ever done?

More than anything, I hate people who don’t even try. But you are so much worst than that. Lazy and useless means lazy and useless. No excuses, please thank you.

VERY BUSY WEEK. I blogged just to rant. But I think its mostly the PMS talking. Oh, wtf not like I care.

My cousins, sister and I found this really skinny cat and we brought it home to feed it. So kesian lahh. ): Stupid Comot wanted to bully this cat. Haha. My younger sister will kill me for calling comot stupid.

Anyways, my dad wont let us keep this cat. I was damn sad okay. ): So we let it go. haiz.

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Anyways, I couldn’t wake up today so I decided to skip microecons lecture and attend Bstats tutorial which was a big mistake cos the tutor let us off after 45mins only. HAHA. It was elearning for CIP so I could go home already.

Which meant that I went to school for 45mins ONLYY. What a waste of time. Should’ve slept longer.

Im like piled up with alot of projects and assignments, its really impossible for me to finish everything by the deadlines given. GAHH.

Anws, I have something to look forward to cos Bee told me that she still wants to meet and was quite surprised that the outing was canceled. So yaaaaay! hahah I cant wait.! I’m not sure if Fee’s gonna come or not. Hope she changes her mind.

Anw Shee, its not like I don’t care that you wont be around but you know how hard it is to meet. We’ve been planning to meet since our term break sampai sekarang tak jumpe. SO we will miss you and you better meet us whenever you’re free okay.

LOVES. I really gotta get back to my dumb assignments. ): MISS YOUUU!

Met up with Nash yesterday! (: I didn’t do any shopping cos I’ve already done that online. Hehehe! (: So he was the one doing the shopping.

Whenever he tried something on, I will check his waist and thigh area to make sure it fits nicely. And he tells me I’m like his mom whenever he goes shopping with her.

At one point he said this to me,
“Baju tu lawa eh Mak!” (That shirt is nice right, Mom)

HAHHAHAHHAH. I couldn’t stop laughing lah. But he told me that he accidentally calls me mom cos he always goes shopping with his mother and is so used to saying that.

My boyfriend is like, damn cacat.! After that, he went off to visit his grandma who is hospitalised at Changi General Hospital.

Speaking of which, I actually forgot that his other grandma has already pass away last year and I absentmindedly asked him about her. Was damn paisey la cos I couldn’t remember that she was no longer around until he reminded me about the cheer up letter that I gave him to make him feel better.

HAHA. During the period when his other grandma just passed away, I actually did a research on what things to say and how to act towards people who just lost someone close to them. HAHAHA. YAH, i did research.!

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Anyway, Shee won’t be able to make it this sat and fee says she doesn’t wanna meet up if Shee isn’t gonna be there. So its canceled. Shee wants to meet up on Friday but Bee and Fee can’t so we aren’t meeting.

I’m very upset with the way things are going. Its just not fair. I wanted to meet up with them so much sia. Not blaming any of them, really.I mean, its not their fault. I mean they do have lives what. I’m just upset with how busy every one of us are and how our timetables clashes every single time.

Its just not fair cos its not like we dont try, we do ok.! ! GAHHHH!

I FINALLY met up with Yiwen today! She came to Ngee Ann so I gave her abit of a tour and we had lunch at Canteen1 and Yogurt IceCream later on.

I would have spent more time with her watching a movie or walking around if I wasn’t dog tired. But I was!! So we promised to meet again next week.(: Hehs. Sorry ah Yiwen!! Miss you though. (: I love how your hair looks! (:

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Sports and wellnes tomorrow!! ahahha. I hope it won’t be so hot la. Its the 2nd last lesson! Sam, Xin Mun, Bobby and I are so looking forward to the end of Sports and wellness!! ahaaa.

Oh and did you know Nash can’t use the chopsticks for nuts. haha.!! (:

I’m supposed to have e-learning this week and have no school tomorrow but Tan Bee Koon decided to call us back for a three hour tutorial.

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malas la ok. Anw, Shee can’t make it next sat. I’m sad ok. I’ll have to talk to the other two to see whats the plan.