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I have my Bcomm test tomorrow and Computing Information Processing test on SATURDAY! But I chose to go out today. And watch tv yesterday. So I have not studied at all and I think I’m dead.

Trying to do last minute revision now. Am gonna sleep late and probably miss tmr’s lecture(BUT I HOPE I WONT!) So I won’t be updating much. Oh well, I had fun today. Enjoy the visuals. (:

Will be back to blog soon! And I have not uploaded the pictures for Suhaimi’s flying off cos I didnt have much and sheikha hasnt passed me hers. ): Sorry.

Kk, busy busy. I must get back to my lecture slides.

I am FINALLY done with my Bcomm assignment. (: I feel like dancing around the room. (: wheee! Ashley said that the correcting and editing I did was flawless. HAPPY lah.

Ming says:
conclusion
Ming says:
you are a gifted
Ming says:
and thatz the end of the story

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Anw, 4As, Union, Faris, Lynette, Huiyi, Haziq and Shaun sent Suhaimi off last night. He better come back with a nice and expensive souvenir for me for making me miss the last train home! Which made me walk further thus more blistery feet! Haha. Jk lah!

I’ll update more abt it soon! Im damn tireddd. ):

I’m supposed to meet Aisyah and Ivy later in the afternoon. But I forgot to bring my hp to school. I need to find a payphone. I don’t remember seeing any in Ngee Ann. Shit man.

I can be such a dum dum sometimes. GRRR!

I get my pocket money daily eversince I started school in Ngee Ann. It can be quite troublesome for me when my dad is still sleeping by the time I’m leaving for school.

It has never been a habit for me to take money from my dad or mom’s wallet. I’d usually take the money when they personally take it out from their wallet to give it to me.

So I complained to my dad about this and I found this (look below) beside the door today.!! I was the last one to leave the house which explains why there is only one note left.

I found this quite funny. Haha. The smallest as in my youngest sister got the least amount of money! HAHHAHA!

Nash and I met up to catch Jangan Pandang Belakang. Which wasn’t that scary. Besides, Century Cineplex’s seats sucks cos it keep creaking with every small movement either Nash or I made. It creaks even when I breathe deeply. HAHA!

Oh!! And Farid and Tah were around too!

Anw, i was bloody embarrassed today cos I went to the ladies after the movie, and when I got out, I forgot to zip my pants. LIKE, OMG LAAAAAAAAAAA!!! Luckily Nash noticed!! Haha. He said my undies couldnt be seen. (Thank god!!!)

I really think my period is due soon cos I’ve been going crazy for cheese. I had the cheezy melts meal plus CHEESE FRIES at kfc.!!

And when we reached Simei, I wanted nachos from cheers but Nash was against the idea cos I’ve had a bad lemao experience from cheers’ nachos.

After that I wanted to buy fries plus cheese from long john. So Nash and I headed to long john. After we got there, he suggested the potato chips plus fries and I don’t know why but I lost my appetite for long john.

So I told him that I want the cheese sushi. We went to ntuc and Nash took a look around Edo Sushi. When he couldn’t find the halal cert, he refused to let me have the cheese sushi. I was damn angry by then.

I then decided to get the cheese hotdog from Grab That Bite. But halfway through the journey from ntuc to Grab That Bite, I lost the appetite for it. Felt too angry to eat cos I really wanted the sushi. ): But Nash still won’t let me have it!!!

Suddenly, I felt like eating mash potatoes, so I headed to 7eleven. But luck wasn’t on my side. The stupid machine was not working.

So I FINALLY settled for ROTI PRATA CHEESE&EGG!!!

HAHAHAHHA. But Nash looks very stressed by then cos throughout the whole journey I kept snaping at him.

(I THINK NASH LOOKS DAMN TIRED AND QUITE KURUS! DONT YOU AGREE!!!)

When I was already smiling bcos I was getting my food, Nash was the one frowning. So I grabbed his hands and started rubbing it cos it always makes him smile when I do that no matter how upset he is with me.

But this time he didn’t. ): In fact, he told me that he hates it when I throw tantrums. And he was like, raising his voice lah. I kept my cool cos it was my fault afterall. Talked to him gently and apologised and everything was okay. (: Or so I thought.

Halfway through the meal, I knew something was wrong. Forced Nash to blurt it out and I got more than I asked for.

You see, for the past few weeks, Nash and I haven’t been arguing but I’ve noticed that he has grown thinner and he ALWAYS look damn tired. I thought nothing could be wrong cos we’re not having problems what.

DAMN! I was so wrong. ): Fact is, Nash is very stressed. Hearing him blurt out the very details of his problem makes my heart break. And to top it off, I think I’m creating more than he can already handle. I feel so guilty and shitty right now.

I just wish he’d tell me about his problems when I ask him why he looks so tired and stressed every single time. Then I wouldn’t create all this extra problems for him.

You don’t have to be strong every single time. Its alright to tell me you face problems too. You are human and its alright to feel that you are tired. Its okay to feel that you are stress. You don’t have to deny it every time I ask you. Because what your mouth may refuse to say, your body and face will show it all. I’m so sorry PMS got the better of me. I love you, okay?

I just wish I could be of help to your problems. ): I really do. If there is anything at all that I could help with, I promise I will k love. (:

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You know, I recently learnt (from my dad actually, HAHA) that the best way to lembutkan hati lelaki when he is mad, is to talk to him softly and nicely.

My dad says no guy can resist that and so far, its working for me. (:

I HATE PMS-ING. ): it makes me mean. or maybe, i allow it to.!!! GRRR

ZAFIRAH BTE MUSTAZA IS CACAT!

I think she’s damn bored. Hakim, please go layan this very bored girl who has nothing better to do than to kacau people.

hihoo! haha, Farid is retarded.

Farid: Eh, don’t steal my pencil box la.

Syaz: Who wanna stal your pencil case? You put it there what. Your pencil case is ugly seah. Mine nicer. See, can see through somemore. (My pencil case is those see through ones.)

Farid: Eh, Tutup aurat la!!

!!!!! such an idiot la he. haha much laughters. I didn’t get to study much cos I had a hard time trying to understand bloody microecons.

HAHA. My brain is definitely rusty. I took quite a long time trying to remember how to solve a question and teach him later on.

Farid, you better do your homework aaah!

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Its Nash’s e-learning week next week!!! (: YAY!

I want to meet up with the girls. ): But the 3 pantats’ schedule clashes most of the time. ): Fi has like, gone missing. And Syah is always working. ): Ivy is with her new found boyfriend.

HAHA, Hwee Wen asked me to go shopping with her one day but I bet we’ll go to hello kitty shops ONLY and I’ll be like, “err, what am i doing here?” !! She even told me that Hello Kitty was born on 1st of November. -_- She is one hello kitty freak. It gets kinda scary sometimes.

I DREAMT THAT THREE OF MY TEETH FELL OFF!!!!

kay, i better get back to my assignments. ):

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH WITH A CLASSMATE LIKE HWEE WEN!

God, help me please.

After CIP tutorial this afternoon, Clement told me that I’m actually short and almost as short as Hwee Wen. Which is an outright lie cos Hwee Wen is lke, 140 plus plus cm. And the last time I checked, I was 158cm ley.

HOWEVER, Clement did comment that I look tall from far!!!! I was like, damn happy to hear that lah. Moreover, Jonathan and Kelvin agreed with Clement that I look tall from far.

If I can’t be tall, then I’m satisfied to at least look tall from a certain distance! HOHO!

I think carrying my ULTRA HEAVY bag every single day has made me shrunk. The next thing you know, I’ll be as short as Zaf! Or even, Hwee Wen! OMG, I’m dreading that day.

COMMON TEST IN TWO WEEKS!!!! ):

I wanted to upload the pics for shee’s birthday celebration but blogger is being bodoh as always and I can’t upload the pictures.

However, I’ve uploaded them to my album.

Click here for pictures. (:

I’ve been damn busy these days. ): I have common test coming up in a week or two weeks. I’m not that sure la. Hwee Wen keeps nagging at me laaa!

I better wake up early for lecture tomorrow. I’ve missed microecons lecture two times already and Hwee Wen keeps reminding me about it. She’s worse than my mom, trust me.

I have 4hour break tomorrow! I don’t feel like going school at all but I have to finish up my PBL assignment with Steve and Clement. ):

I won’t be updating for awhile cos I am seriously very busy. I have yet to study for my common test.

OH OH and believe it or not, I scored quite a number of times during basketball this afternoon. ((: miracle sia.

I need to take my contacts off and have supper soon. byeeeee

GOD! I’ve been trying to log in to MeL since I came home at abt 10 UNTIL F*ING 3AM IN THE MORNING!

I have to print out my assignment and its due tomorrow!!! My printer is down so Nash is also online with me to help me print. But I don’t have anything for him to print cos stupid MeL is under maintenance. Babi lah.

I have to wake up at 6am cos my sch is in bloody Clementi! Argh!

Oh, anw, Happy bday sheikha!. More pictures on today soon! I am so tired. ):

Kau, less than three hours of sleep…! Siao ah! OMG, i am so hungry! ): I better sleep now.