Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

2 PAPERS DOWN!!!

10 MORE TO GO! cant wait for everything to be over.!!! nash pantat, get well soon kays?
mwaaaah! (:

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oh, and did you know that on the last day of fasting month, i weigh myself and i was only 40kg.!!! i need to be 44.5kg to feel sexy.! when i reach 45kg, i try to lose the 0.5kg.

now after a week of hari raya, THANK GOD i gained abit of weight to be 42kg. i didnt think anyone would notice my weight loss but bee and shee noticed and mentioned that i look cengkung or something.

which in my opinion, that translates to me looking like a skeleton.! like, seriously, skin and bones. GOD, help me gain my 2.5kg back.! okay?

i dont want to be an ostrich like siti rafidah ruslan! AHAHHAHA! pantat, i miss youuuu! ((:

i went to mak’s house yesterday!!!! yes, ayah allowed me to spend malam raya at mak’s place!

when i texted kak mimi that i’ll be able to break fast with them on hari raya eve, she told me that we shant inform mak about it. like, surprise la suddenly i turn up.

so i was quite nervous and scared in case, you know, mak doesnt recognise me or what. but oh boy, you people should be able to see mak’s reaction.

damn classic but touching at the same time.mak shouted to cik noh (her husband) that i came and EVERYONE CAME RUNNING OUT OF THEIR ROOMS. i teared when i saw all the delighted faces to see me there. okay, emo.! but those were tears of happiness.

mak kept calling me chet. in fact, the whole time i was there, everyone called me chet. the whole family talked about happier times when i went johor, sentosa and all the other outings with them which i cant seem to remember.

kak yaya reminded me that i used to LOVE dancing to 1960’s songs in my pampers. hahahhaha. god, i miss them so much. (:

stayed up till about 1am at their house and had ayah and ibu to come pick me up. i wonder when will i ever meet them again. ):

so i was damn busy at mak’s house that was why i couldnt reply to all those who wished me last night. i am so so so so sorry.

so thank you all of you. selamat hari raya to all especially those who took the time for the text msgs. ((:

forgive me if ive done anything intentionally or unintentionally to hurt any of your feelings. i am human and im prone to making mistakes. do forgive me.

and hi!!!!!! I AM SOO RICH!!!
pictures will be up soon. ive transferred from ayah’s camera to this computer but am so lazy to upload now. SOON!

bye byeeeeeee!

(:

DONT KILL ME!

ive done my bit today. did maths paper cos i realised ive been neglecting maths. /:

anw, i read abee’s comment on my last post about how i shouldnt think about the past since ive already decided to forgive nash. and how i shouldnt regret my decision.

ok, i’ll make it clear to everyone here okay. i do not regret forgiving him. i have forgiven him because i still want to be with him because i do love that irritating little boy of mine.

BUT at times, i tend to remind myself about what he did. and it frustrates me to think about how he’d do such a thing. but i also realise i SHOULDNT think of all these since ive already forgiven him what. so let go of the past lah.

but you know, sometimes my mind wanders. and its something i thought i couldnt control… until, of course, i came across the paragraph on zaf’s blog. and i realised that these things are under my control because they are my thoughts afterall right?

so no worries, my dear friends. i am definitely being nicer to nash. ((:

thanks bee for your comment. got me thinking there. ((: speaking of which, its been awhile since ive been with my other 3A’s. i hope all are well and fine. work hard for the coming papers girls.!

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fiiiiiiii syg, dont worry too much. your comment made me scared you know.! i will sudy at least two hrs everyday. (except for raye.)

anw, this yr i wont be celebrating hari raya due to olevels. )): i havent bought my accessories. and i dont know if i should or not since im not celebrating the first day.

and i wont be buying makeup this yr also. waste money for whattttt.? if i buy also, in the end my younger sister will use one. sheeeesh. she very cheapo one. ehehehe.

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kak yaya just texted me telling me mak invited me to buke at her house tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeyyy! i hope ayah allows me to go.

i think i shall go meet mak’s house for visiting this year. my dad didnt bring me to visit her last year eventhough i told him i wanted to. ):

shit, i better find something decent to wear.

before i end this entry, heres a little something to amuse you guys.

so i read zaf’s blog. and i got reminded of something i sent her which i found from a book.

: ure hurting urself by hanging on to bitterness and resentment uve been carrying around with you. forgiveness is not easy but is essential if you want to grow in maturity, self-esteem and confidence. it is how to set yourself free. you’re not doing it for them, you do it for urself.

i have not been too nice to nash lately cos i kept thinking about what happened in the past. yes, i tried to forgive but i couldnt forget cos i cant help but keep thinking abt what he did.

so when i read the paragraph from zaf’s blog, i decided that i should let go. to set myself free. for how much longer would i want to hold on to what’s past and continue being a grumpy old woman.?

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anw, thursday’s practical was okay lah. definitely better than prelims cos for physics practical, it was on the pendulum thingyy!!!

was damn happy and texted fi and fiq right after we were released. eheheheeee.! fi is so moody these days. aiya, i miss the cheerful her. maybe poly life is stressful.

syida texted me last night. god, how i miss her. promised to meet after o’s. i wonder how she’s doing. hmmm.

so anw, oh-my-god.! I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING!. please strangle me!

aiya, my mom is being naggy.! ): byebye already. i am so bored but i cant bring myself to study. wth!? PLEASE, I DONT WANT TO END UP IN ITE!!!

syg, im so sorry.!

i dont know why im being a bad gf when you’re being a better bf. ): i am so so so so sorry. ): haiiiii.

oh, and irfan apologised. but i never did reply cos i wasnt sure if it was sincere or not. oh well.

i am so not in a good mood. ):

i miss blogging lah. ): so my sister allowed me to blog daily. for AWHILE only!.

did art with serene and bastian at expo. did science after fi came. she looks and seems so tired these days.

i feel so mean for making her come to help me every week. sometimes a few times per week. ): i blanje you and fiq one day after puase k my deaaar?!!

but sad la fiq doesnt like sushi. nvm, i’ll think of somewhere else to go.

fi and fiq, i really really appreciate your efforts to come down and help me. seriously. and fiq, eventhough i always complain abt how irritating you are( which you really are) i still appreciate what you are doing to help me.

and fi, you are the bestest. really. to sacrifice our talks each night so i can study, is really sweet. i love you lah. im sorry that eventhough you’re tired, you had to come down to expo to help me. ):

do take care my dear. have lots of rest ok. ((:

oh, and did you know that nash and fi has so much more in common compared to nash and i? yes, they even dislike the same kind of people. hahahahs. damn funny when they clicked damn well yesterday.

oh, buke time. selamat berbuke all. ! (:
and good luck to all who’ll be having practicals tomorrow.

hihoooo! wondering why i havent been blogging.? well, the thing is, my prelim has been very baaaad. except for emaths!! hehe. action abit mah. cos the rest like shit what.! ((: my humans and science f9 leyy. ):

so anw, i havent been blogging cos i had to punish myself since i used the com for 7 hours straight the other day despite my bad results.

so i made my sister change the password for my account. and i have been itching to blog, but i couldnt log in. ):

i had to beg her to blog about this so you people better appreciate this post.

actually i begged her to log in for me cos i had to rant.

WARNING: VERY LONG ENTRY!!

why, you ask? hah! well……..lets start with this. nash called me and told me that irfan texted him about this girl (which i really dislike cos she likes nash and nash and i have fought abt her before bcos he used to reply to her msgs and shit which resulted in rumours which also almost caused our relationship.) and irfan told nash that the girl, (lets name her bobo) MIGHT be having brain tumour or something.

please notice the MIGHT.! and what i know of irfan, as some of you might also know, he likes to talk crap. and why i also dislike irfan in the first place was because he sort of encouraged the girl into liking nash eventhough he knew very very well that nash has a gf.

and he concludes that bobo has tumour because she has a bump on her head or something. which is silly if u ask me. but then again, it MIGHT be true. so bobo is supposed to go for a checkup tomorrow or something and irfan told nash about it.

firstly, i dont think it is necessary to tell nash abt the checkup because nash isnt on talking terms with her anymore. and besides, ITS JUST A CHECKUP!

secondly, okay so maybe you think nash has to know since they knew each other or whatever your reasons are. but BOTH shah AND nash knew bobo so why is it that you have to tell nash about it but u never did tell shah about it?

doesnt make sense right.? they both knew bobo, so why are you informing only nash about it.??!!!

some of my dear friends might argue that maybe nash has been contacting her secretly and bobo and nash might be closer than i think but let me explain.

- nash himself told me about what irfan texted him. nash, himself sounded puzzled when he found out shah didnt know about it.

- nash himself asked irfan why irfan had to inform nash about it.

- nash wanted irfan to stop informing him about bobo. but if there is a need to tell him about bobo, then he suggested that irfan informed both shah and i about it so that i wont get the wrong idea.

- nash was perfectly honest and wasnt hiding anything from me.

and when i texted irfan about it, his replies were damn… let’s see, like he’s trying to avoid from answering my questions?

i’ll give you kepo people a treat by posting out wtv smses that were exchanged between irfan and i.

my text msg to him:
Whatever happens to bobo, theres no need to inform nash about it. like seriously, her tumour isnt even confirm yet so u dont have to tell nash abt it. Moreover, why is there a need to tell nash when you didnt tell shah? **( esp when both of them knew her) bobo isnt anyone significant to him so you better stop informing him alr. But if u really have to tell nash, then you must also inform shah and i.

irfan’s text reply:
As i haf told nash, im just doing a bro’s duty.. i dun wan 2 b drag in tiz so yea assalamualaikum n slmt berpuase sok..

LIKE HELLO…! he started all this and now he’s telling me that he doesnt want to be dragged into this. like, wth?

my text msg to him: ( some parts in malay translated.)
Dont talk shit with me! What bro’s duty? Did bobo ask u to tell nash? If she didnt, why did you have to tell nash? Its not like nash asked about her well being what.

irfan’s text reply:
Im not commenting.. i aint gona drag into tiz matter.. u decide ur own conclusions..

so its either that he wants me to believe that bobo asked him to tell nash or he wants me to believe that nash asked abt her well being. or he knows its none of the above and that he, himself started all this and has no idea what to say.

either way, he’s sort of sabotaging my relationship with nash cos HE KNOWS how i dislike bobo.!

my text msg to him:
Get a life and stop bothering others lah! Mind ur own business.

irfan’s text reply:
Who’s botherin nash here? N hu’s nt getting a lyfe? U!! Nash is ma fren since p1.. Hu r u 2 tel me wad 2 do? So get a lyfe..

for god’s sake. who am i? duh, his gf. of course i can tell you what to do ESPECIALLY since nash doesnt want you to inform him anymore updates abt bobo unless you inform me & shah abt it too.

my text reply to him:
Hah! PLEASELAH! Nash sometimes finds u irritating bt he nv finds me irritating. Even if you knew him longer, he says i mean so much more to him than you ever will! HAH! YOU go get a life.!

and i was talking to nash at that time so i wasnt making it up.

irfan’s text reply:
Shut e fuck up bitch!! Who the hell do u tink u r? Nash’s bitch.. I dun gif a fuck wad u tink or say..2 me u r a fucking bitch.. Get dat.. So beat it.. Dun waste ma fucking tyme.. Me irritatin? Damn ryte im irritatin.. Bt oni 2 bitches lyk u.. So fuck off.

wow. how amazing he claims that he “dun gif a fuck ” abt what i think or say but im able to make him that angry. so much for not giving a fuck. and hello mr irfan, not only i but alot of other ppl thinks you’re damn irritating!! wake upp! no one can stand you.

also notice how vulgar he was despite my quite-nice-compared-to-his language

my text msg to him:
Hah! Nothing else to say bt to ask me to shut up cos u cant say anything else except to call me names and hurl vulgarities at me? HAHAHHAHAH! Loser.

sorry to disappoint you but my phone died on me so i have to charge it now and i cant copy paste here anymore. but his replies were nothing interesting. just sounded very loser-ish. sheeesh.

and eventhough he claims he wont waste his time, he did reply me again. but seriously, what a loser. TSK.

what a pest. i still dont understand why he had to tell nash abt it. all i asked was a simple question and it resulted to this. aiyoyoyo.

if anyone is worried that i might be breaking nazis up or whatsoever, no worries. theres no such thing as nazis cos they arent close to irfan anymore. they have this new group with the same ppl excluding irfan but including nizam. i think. all i remembered was that fiyan told me that irfan isnt with them anymore.

so no worries. ((:

i seriously hope this bobo girl doesnt have brain tumour. sheeeeeeesh.

good night ppl. ive been well, dont worry.(:

hihoooo! wondering why i havent been blogging.? well, the thing is, my prelim has been very baaaad. except for emaths!! hehe. action abit mah. cos the rest like shit what.! ((: my humans and science f9 leyy. ):

so anw, i havent been blogging cos i had to punish myself since i used the com for 7 hours straight the other day despite my bad results.

so i made my sister change the password for my account. and i have been itching to blog, but i couldnt log in. ):

i had to beg her to blog about this so you people better appreciate this post.

actually i begged her to log in for me cos i had to rant.

WARNING: VERY LONG ENTRY!!

why, you ask? hah! well……..lets start with this. nash called me and told me that irfan texted him about this girl (which i really dislike cos she likes nash and nash and i have fought abt her before bcos he used to reply to her msgs and shit which resulted in rumours which also almost caused our relationship.) and irfan told nash that the girl, (lets name her bobo) MIGHT be having brain tumour or something.

please notice the MIGHT.! and what i know of irfan, as some of you might also know, he likes to talk crap. and why i also dislike irfan in the first place was because he sort of encouraged the girl into liking nash eventhough he knew very very well that nash has a gf.

and he concludes that bobo has tumour because she has a bump on her head or something. which is silly if u ask me. but then again, it MIGHT be true. so bobo is supposed to go for a checkup tomorrow or something and irfan told nash about it.

firstly, i dont think it is necessary to tell nash abt the checkup because nash isnt on talking terms with her anymore. and besides, ITS JUST A CHECKUP!

secondly, okay so maybe you think nash has to know since they knew each other or whatever your reasons are. but BOTH shah AND nash knew bobo so why is it that you have to tell nash about it but u never did tell shah about it?

doesnt make sense right.? they both knew bobo, so why are you informing only nash about it.??!!!

some of my dear friends might argue that maybe nash has been contacting her secretly and bobo and nash might be closer than i think but let me explain.

- nash himself told me about what irfan texted him. nash, himself sounded puzzled when he found out shah didnt know about it.

- nash himself asked irfan why irfan had to inform nash about it.

- nash wanted irfan to stop informing him about bobo. but if there is a need to tell him about bobo, then he suggested that irfan informed both shah and i about it so that i wont get the wrong idea.

- nash was perfectly honest and wasnt hiding anything from me.

and when i texted irfan about it, his replies were damn… let’s see, like he’s trying to avoid from answering my questions?

i’ll give you kepo people a treat by posting out wtv smses that were exchanged between irfan and i.

my text msg to him:
Whatever happens to bobo, theres no need to inform nash about it. like seriously, her tumour isnt even confirm yet so u dont have to tell nash abt it. Moreover, why is there a need to tell nash when you didnt tell shah? **( esp when both of them knew her) bobo isnt anyone significant to him so you better stop informing him alr. But if u really have to tell nash, then you must also inform shah and i.

irfan’s text reply:
As i haf told nash, im just doing a bro’s duty.. i dun wan 2 b drag in tiz so yea assalamualaikum n slmt berpuase sok..

LIKE HELLO…! he started all this and now he’s telling me that he doesnt want to be dragged into this. like, wth?

my text msg to him: ( some parts in malay translated.)
Dont talk shit with me! What bro’s duty? Did bobo ask u to tell nash? If she didnt, why did you have to tell nash? Its not like nash asked about her well being what.

irfan’s text reply:
Im not commenting.. i aint gona drag into tiz matter.. u decide ur own conclusions..

so its either that he wants me to believe that bobo asked him to tell nash or he wants me to believe that nash asked abt her well being. or he knows its none of the above and that he, himself started all this and has no idea what to say.

either way, he’s sort of sabotaging my relationship with nash cos HE KNOWS how i dislike bobo.!

my text msg to him:
Get a life and stop bothering others lah! Mind ur own business.

irfan’s text reply:
Who’s botherin nash here? N hu’s nt getting a lyfe? U!! Nash is ma fren since p1.. Hu r u 2 tel me wad 2 do? So get a lyfe..

for god’s sake. who am i? duh, his gf. of course i can tell you what to do ESPECIALLY since nash doesnt want you to inform him anymore updates abt bobo unless you inform me & shah abt it too.

my text reply to him:
Hah! PLEASELAH! Nash sometimes finds u irritating bt he nv finds me irritating. Even if you knew him longer, he says i mean so much more to him than you ever will! HAH! YOU go get a life.!

and i was talking to nash at that time so i wasnt making it up.

irfan’s text reply:
Shut e fuck up bitch!! Who the hell do u tink u r? Nash’s bitch.. I dun gif a fuck wad u tink or say..2 me u r a fucking bitch.. Get dat.. So beat it.. Dun waste ma fucking tyme.. Me irritatin? Damn ryte im irritatin.. Bt oni 2 bitches lyk u.. So fuck off.

wow. how amazing he claims that he “dun gif a fuck ” abt what i think or say but im able to make him that angry. so much for not giving a fuck. and hello mr irfan, not only i but alot of other ppl thinks you’re damn irritating!! wake upp! no one can stand you.

also notice how vulgar he was despite my quite-nice-compared-to-his language

my text msg to him:
Hah! Nothing else to say bt to ask me to shut up cos u cant say anything else except to call me names and hurl vulgarities at me? HAHAHHAHAH! Loser.

sorry to disappoint you but my phone died on me so i have to charge it now and i cant copy paste here anymore. but his replies were nothing interesting. just sounded very loser-ish. sheeesh.

and eventhough he claims he wont waste his time, he did reply me again. but seriously, what a loser. TSK.

what a pest. i still dont understand why he had to tell nash abt it. all i asked was a simple question and it resulted to this. aiyoyoyo.

if anyone is worried that i might be breaking nazis up or whatsoever, no worries. theres no such thing as nazis cos they arent close to irfan anymore. they have this new group with the same ppl excluding irfan but including nizam. i think. all i remembered was that fiyan told me that irfan isnt with them anymore.

so no worries. ((:

i seriously hope this bobo girl doesnt have brain tumour. sheeeeeeesh.

good night ppl. ive been well, dont worry.(:

hihoooo! wondering why i havent been blogging.? well, the thing is, my prelim has been very baaaad. except for emaths!! hehe. action abit mah. cos the rest like shit what.! ((: my humans and science f9 leyy. ):

so anw, i havent been blogging cos i had to punish myself since i used the com for 7 hours straight the other day despite my bad results.

so i made my sister change the password for my account. and i have been itching to blog, but i couldnt log in. ):

i had to beg her to blog about this so you people better appreciate this post.

actually i begged her to log in for me cos i had to rant.

WARNING: VERY LONG ENTRY!!

why, you ask? hah! well……..lets start with this. nash called me and told me that irfan texted him about this girl (which i really dislike cos she likes nash and nash and i have fought abt her before bcos he used to reply to her msgs and shit which resulted in rumours which also almost caused our relationship.) and irfan told nash that the girl, (lets name her bobo) MIGHT be having brain tumour or something.

please notice the MIGHT.! and what i know of irfan, as some of you might also know, he likes to talk crap. and why i also dislike irfan in the first place was because he sort of encouraged the girl into liking nash eventhough he knew very very well that nash has a gf.

and he concludes that bobo has tumour because she has a bump on her head or something. which is silly if u ask me. but then again, it MIGHT be true. so bobo is supposed to go for a checkup tomorrow or something and irfan told nash about it.

firstly, i dont think it is necessary to tell nash abt the checkup because nash isnt on talking terms with her anymore. and besides, ITS JUST A CHECKUP!

secondly, okay so maybe you think nash has to know since they knew each other or whatever your reasons are. but BOTH shah AND nash knew bobo so why is it that you have to tell nash about it but u never did tell shah about it?

doesnt make sense right.? they both knew bobo, so why are you informing only nash about it.??!!!

some of my dear friends might argue that maybe nash has been contacting her secretly and bobo and nash might be closer than i think but let me explain.

- nash himself told me about what irfan texted him. nash, himself sounded puzzled when he found out shah didnt know about it.

- nash himself asked irfan why irfan had to inform nash about it.

- nash wanted irfan to stop informing him about bobo. but if there is a need to tell him about bobo, then he suggested that irfan informed both shah and i about it so that i wont get the wrong idea.

- nash was perfectly honest and wasnt hiding anything from me.

and when i texted irfan about it, his replies were damn… let’s see, like he’s trying to avoid from answering my questions?

i’ll give you kepo people a treat by posting out wtv smses that were exchanged between irfan and i.

my text msg to him:
Whatever happens to bobo, theres no need to inform nash about it. like seriously, her tumour isnt even confirm yet so u dont have to tell nash abt it. Moreover, why is there a need to tell nash when you didnt tell shah? **( esp when both of them knew her) bobo isnt anyone significant to him so you better stop informing him alr. But if u really have to tell nash, then you must also inform shah and i.

irfan’s text reply:
As i haf told nash, im just doing a bro’s duty.. i dun wan 2 b drag in tiz so yea assalamualaikum n slmt berpuase sok..

LIKE HELLO…! he started all this and now he’s telling me that he doesnt want to be dragged into this. like, wth?

my text msg to him: ( some parts in malay translated.)
Dont talk shit with me! What bro’s duty? Did bobo ask u to tell nash? If she didnt, why did you have to tell nash? Its not like nash asked about her well being what.

irfan’s text reply:
Im not commenting.. i aint gona drag into tiz matter.. u decide ur own conclusions..

so its either that he wants me to believe that bobo asked him to tell nash or he wants me to believe that nash asked abt her well being. or he knows its none of the above and that he, himself started all this and has no idea what to say.

either way, he’s sort of sabotaging my relationship with nash cos HE KNOWS how i dislike bobo.!

my text msg to him:
Get a life and stop bothering others lah! Mind ur own business.

irfan’s text reply:
Who’s botherin nash here? N hu’s nt getting a lyfe? U!! Nash is ma fren since p1.. Hu r u 2 tel me wad 2 do? So get a lyfe..

for god’s sake. who am i? duh, his gf. of course i can tell you what to do ESPECIALLY since nash doesnt want you to inform him anymore updates abt bobo unless you inform me & shah abt it too.

my text reply to him:
Hah! PLEASELAH! Nash sometimes finds u irritating bt he nv finds me irritating. Even if you knew him longer, he says i mean so much more to him than you ever will! HAH! YOU go get a life.!

and i was talking to nash at that time so i wasnt making it up.

irfan’s text reply:
Shut e fuck up bitch!! Who the hell do u tink u r? Nash’s bitch.. I dun gif a fuck wad u tink or say..2 me u r a fucking bitch.. Get dat.. So beat it.. Dun waste ma fucking tyme.. Me irritatin? Damn ryte im irritatin.. Bt oni 2 bitches lyk u.. So fuck off.

wow. how amazing he claims that he “dun gif a fuck ” abt what i think or say but im able to make him that angry. so much for not giving a fuck. and hello mr irfan, not only i but alot of other ppl thinks you’re damn irritating!! wake upp! no one can stand you.

also notice how vulgar he was despite my quite-nice-compared-to-his language

my text msg to him:
Hah! Nothing else to say bt to ask me to shut up cos u cant say anything else except to call me names and hurl vulgarities at me? HAHAHHAHAH! Loser.

sorry to disappoint you but my phone died on me so i have to charge it now and i cant copy paste here anymore. but his replies were nothing interesting. just sounded very loser-ish. sheeesh.

and eventhough he claims he wont waste his time, he did reply me again. but seriously, what a loser. TSK.

what a pest. i still dont understand why he had to tell nash abt it. all i asked was a simple question and it resulted to this. aiyoyoyo.

if anyone is worried that i might be breaking nazis up or whatsoever, no worries. theres no such thing as nazis cos they arent close to irfan anymore. they have this new group with the same ppl excluding irfan but including nizam. i think. all i remembered was that fiyan told me that irfan isnt with them anymore.

so no worries. ((:

i seriously hope this bobo girl doesnt have brain tumour. sheeeeeeesh.

good night ppl. ive been well, dont worry.(:

hihoooo! wondering why i havent been blogging.? well, the thing is, my prelim has been very baaaad. except for emaths!! hehe. action abit mah. cos the rest like shit what.! ((: my humans and science f9 leyy. ):

so anw, i havent been blogging cos i had to punish myself since i used the com for 7 hours straight the other day despite my bad results.

so i made my sister change the password for my account. and i have been itching to blog, but i couldnt log in. ):

i had to beg her to blog about this so you people better appreciate this post.

actually i begged her to log in for me cos i had to rant.

WARNING: VERY LONG ENTRY!!

why, you ask? hah! well……..lets start with this. nash called me and told me that irfan texted him about this girl (which i really dislike cos she likes nash and nash and i have fought abt her before bcos he used to reply to her msgs and shit which resulted in rumours which also almost caused our relationship.) and irfan told nash that the girl, (lets name her bobo) MIGHT be having brain tumour or something.

please notice the MIGHT.! and what i know of irfan, as some of you might also know, he likes to talk crap. and why i also dislike irfan in the first place was because he sort of encouraged the girl into liking nash eventhough he knew very very well that nash has a gf.

and he concludes that bobo has tumour because she has a bump on her head or something. which is silly if u ask me. but then again, it MIGHT be true. so bobo is supposed to go for a checkup tomorrow or something and irfan told nash about it.

firstly, i dont think it is necessary to tell nash abt the checkup because nash isnt on talking terms with her anymore. and besides, ITS JUST A CHECKUP!

secondly, okay so maybe you think nash has to know since they knew each other or whatever your reasons are. but BOTH shah AND nash knew bobo so why is it that you have to tell nash about it but u never did tell shah about it?

doesnt make sense right.? they both knew bobo, so why are you informing only nash about it.??!!!

some of my dear friends might argue that maybe nash has been contacting her secretly and bobo and nash might be closer than i think but let me explain.

- nash himself told me about what irfan texted him. nash, himself sounded puzzled when he found out shah didnt know about it.

- nash himself asked irfan why irfan had to inform nash about it.

- nash wanted irfan to stop informing him about bobo. but if there is a need to tell him about bobo, then he suggested that irfan informed both shah and i about it so that i wont get the wrong idea.

- nash was perfectly honest and wasnt hiding anything from me.

and when i texted irfan about it, his replies were damn… let’s see, like he’s trying to avoid from answering my questions?

i’ll give you kepo people a treat by posting out wtv smses that were exchanged between irfan and i.

my text msg to him:
Whatever happens to bobo, theres no need to inform nash about it. like seriously, her tumour isnt even confirm yet so u dont have to tell nash abt it. Moreover, why is there a need to tell nash when you didnt tell shah? **( esp when both of them knew her) bobo isnt anyone significant to him so you better stop informing him alr. But if u really have to tell nash, then you must also inform shah and i.

irfan’s text reply:
As i haf told nash, im just doing a bro’s duty.. i dun wan 2 b drag in tiz so yea assalamualaikum n slmt berpuase sok..

LIKE HELLO…! he started all this and now he’s telling me that he doesnt want to be dragged into this. like, wth?

my text msg to him: ( some parts in malay translated.)
Dont talk shit with me! What bro’s duty? Did bobo ask u to tell nash? If she didnt, why did you have to tell nash? Its not like nash asked about her well being what.

irfan’s text reply:
Im not commenting.. i aint gona drag into tiz matter.. u decide ur own conclusions..

so its either that he wants me to believe that bobo asked him to tell nash or he wants me to believe that nash asked abt her well being. or he knows its none of the above and that he, himself started all this and has no idea what to say.

either way, he’s sort of sabotaging my relationship with nash cos HE KNOWS how i dislike bobo.!

my text msg to him:
Get a life and stop bothering others lah! Mind ur own business.

irfan’s text reply:
Who’s botherin nash here? N hu’s nt getting a lyfe? U!! Nash is ma fren since p1.. Hu r u 2 tel me wad 2 do? So get a lyfe..

for god’s sake. who am i? duh, his gf. of course i can tell you what to do ESPECIALLY since nash doesnt want you to inform him anymore updates abt bobo unless you inform me & shah abt it too.

my text reply to him:
Hah! PLEASELAH! Nash sometimes finds u irritating bt he nv finds me irritating. Even if you knew him longer, he says i mean so much more to him than you ever will! HAH! YOU go get a life.!

and i was talking to nash at that time so i wasnt making it up.

irfan’s text reply:
Shut e fuck up bitch!! Who the hell do u tink u r? Nash’s bitch.. I dun gif a fuck wad u tink or say..2 me u r a fucking bitch.. Get dat.. So beat it.. Dun waste ma fucking tyme.. Me irritatin? Damn ryte im irritatin.. Bt oni 2 bitches lyk u.. So fuck off.

wow. how amazing he claims that he “dun gif a fuck ” abt what i think or say but im able to make him that angry. so much for not giving a fuck. and hello mr irfan, not only i but alot of other ppl thinks you’re damn irritating!! wake upp! no one can stand you.

also notice how vulgar he was despite my quite-nice-compared-to-his language

my text msg to him:
Hah! Nothing else to say bt to ask me to shut up cos u cant say anything else except to call me names and hurl vulgarities at me? HAHAHHAHAH! Loser.

sorry to disappoint you but my phone died on me so i have to charge it now and i cant copy paste here anymore. but his replies were nothing interesting. just sounded very loser-ish. sheeesh.

and eventhough he claims he wont waste his time, he did reply me again. but seriously, what a loser. TSK.

what a pest. i still dont understand why he had to tell nash abt it. all i asked was a simple question and it resulted to this. aiyoyoyo.

if anyone is worried that i might be breaking nazis up or whatsoever, no worries. theres no such thing as nazis cos they arent close to irfan anymore. they have this new group with the same ppl excluding irfan but including nizam. i think. all i remembered was that fiyan told me that irfan isnt with them anymore.

so no worries. ((:

i seriously hope this bobo girl doesnt have brain tumour. sheeeeeeesh.

good night ppl. ive been well, dont worry.(: