Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

i made oreo cheesecake today. im very happy. (: nice you know! although abit muak-ing after awhile. but standard uh, cheesecake what.

and nash said the mango pudding i made was nice. HAH. im so talented lah. dont know why but suddenly interested in kitchen stuff. haii.i should’ve joined f&n! but my theory part will suck so bad lah.

and after what seems like a million yrs, i talked to fi just now. god, i miss her!

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oh, and nash and my dad saw each other just now. haiya, damn kancheong-ing laaah. talk abt it another day when i feel like it.

good night.(:

its getting on your nerves?
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anw, serene lim yu ting lost her camera today. do take care of your belongings everyone. you might never get back what uve lost.

and im too sad to blog today. ): i still cant believe you said that.
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knowing nash for over a year now, i know he has always cared about what others thought of him. especially his close friends.

recently, i bought this blue bear thing cos i thought it was damn cute especially when you press it and it says, “muuuaaaaaaaaacccckz! i love you!”

was hoping nash would use it but not expecting him to. cos obviously, what would his friends think of him when they see him using that? so imagine how touched plus shocked i was when i saw him publicly using it.

(: love you lah. <3

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so anw, mock exam starts from today onwards. haiz. boring seah. oh, and im finally done with my main board! just a few more touch ups and im done! i cant wait to hand it in and stop worrying abt art already!.

recess was with zaf, ain and sheikha. fun lah. didnt even feel hungry. and they are a bunch of merepek ppl. especially ain. theres a video to prove that its true.

i miss siti rafidah. ):

oh, and now that im slimming down. (EHEM!) my dear twix is actually getting fatter. and did you know he’s more than a year old already?. and he’s still alive!

im such a good owner!
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hi. was damn lazy for school today cos i slept late helping my elder sis with her blog. went to school late cos i had paper only after recess.

apparently nash and zaf were damn kancheong eventhough i was already in school 10mins before the paper was supposed to start.

got a text frm zaf and a call frm nash followed by him going down from the hall to the canteen to hurry me. -___-

so anw, zaf panicked like some makcik when she couldnt locate bee anywhere when the paper was abou to start.

science paper 1 was do-able eventhough i didnt study so actually it should be very easy for those who studied.

wasnt in such a good mood today cos:-

1. im tired frm the lack of sleep.
2. im still having my period.
3. i cant touch nash.
4. my art deadline is drawing nearer and im scared.
5. lastly, I NEED A HUG!

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but i cheered up a little when nash gave me this.

hehe.

see see! im the bestest girlfriend you know!! oh sorry i had to pixelate the rest of the msgs cos eventhough the pic is blur, can still see abit and the msg were private laa. heh

so i did art after that and aisyah found a new bestfriend. i am sad. ):

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my younger sister’s ex boyfriend contacted her again this afternoon. she was very excited at first but confused later on cos only then did it dawn to her that she has a boyfriend now. but what we all clearly know is that, yes, my sis is not over her ex.

i have no idea why this stuipid ex of her has to come up right now. just when she’s about to move on. what a bodohface. sheeesh. for all those two years when she was single and still thinking of him, did he come back? NOO!!! Now that she is finally TRYING to open her heart to someone else, what does the ex do? come back running to her.

asshole.

haiz. my sister is such a nice person. she doesnt want to hurt her current bf but is still thinking of her ex. haiyo. and here she is, stuck on what to do . haiz.

lets think abt this. she’s waited for two yrs for this ex to come back. he never did. now that he’s back, of course she will be tempted right.? but she told the ex that she doesnt want his nonsense anymore but being the jerk that guys are, what did the ex say? “i didnt mean to hurt you.” bla bla. sheeesh.

feeling guilty, my sis stopped texting the ex and she confessed and apologised to her bf for replying her ex and told the bf the whole truth.

but HONESTLY, if i were her, knowing that i still love my ex, i’d go back to him. i know its heartless and stuff. but how long am i supposed to cheat my own feelings and stay with my bf if i still think of my ex. thats doing even more harm by making the bf stay in a relationship when my love isnt for him. right?

haiyo, different ppl have their own way of living their own life. right? but its so sad to see how miserable my sis is when she can get her ex but she chose otherwise for someone else’s well being.

i think im selfish.

p/s: the I NEED A HUG! above is referring to a hug frm nash. my kakak saw that and she actually came to hug me. -__-

so i didnt have any papers today therefore i went to sch to finish up my art. i came at 10am, you know. damn semangat lah.

nash came up to art room after his papers and he seems so far eventhough he’s right infront of me. haiz. fasting, cannot touch what.

so anw, i think my mounting board is coming up quite well uh. hehe. eh, for an untalented art student like me, i think im doing pretty o-kay! so i am happy. (:

hehe, havent been studying cos i really dont care anymore since even if i were to do well, i’ll be complacent. so might as well take syafiq’s advice of doing badly for prelims so as to push myself harder.

BUT, i am hoping for a distinction for maths though. i dont care abt the rest. yes, not even malay.

so there, ive even had the time to change my skin. and i might change my links back to the normal one cos this small thumbnails takes a while to load and its so troublesome to link more people.

so yeah, good night.
and im craving for nash’s hug again. but no my dear, im not going to go back on my own words. so let’s just bear with it okay?

i love you. (:

hi. met my 3A’s for suhaimi’s birthday yesterday. i was the first to arrive. yes, even zaf was later than me. ahahaha. abee was second followed by the unusually-late-zaf and of course sheikha the last as expected.

panicked at first cos we were counting on sheikha to design the card. okay, i know im an art student but bloody hell, dont let me make all these cards cos im only capable of destroying them.

but we managed to finish up the card before sheikha came.! she was so late laaaa. sheesh. anw, met suhaimi and gave him his present and he gave us a chocolate bar cos he says its better to give than to receive. so sweet right? he’s so nice lah.

walked ard with them and ate and spent time together cos we’ve havent had that for awhlle already.

got home, changed then met my mom to collect our baju raye. ahaha. im really not happy with the tailor cos she didnt do things the way i wanted it. so i was pulling a long face. i made them alter it again. and im gonna keep on making them do so until i get what i want. i know my customer rights. you should do things the way i want, not to your liking when ive paid for it. urgh.

so, walked ard with my mom and sisters, did a little bit of shopping.

met nash after his tuition. (((: yesterday was our last day you know. ): yes, ive decided that we shouldnt touch at all for one whole month. so we appreciated whatever time we had yesterday. i will miss that elmo-cum-mrbean-cum-eka-cum-chickenlittle boyfriend of mine.!!!

oh, yesterday when sheikha said she couldnt fast due to youknowwhat. and i laughed at her. this morning, my mom also realised she couldnt fast due to youknowwhat. and i laughed at my mom too.

so when i discovered in the afternoon that i,too, couldnt fast due to youknowwhat, i ended up getting laughed at. talk about suay and karma. sheeesh.

followed my mom go pasar cos both of us not fasting and we can drink what. ahaha. and i helped her prepare the stuff for her to cook. felt good about myself. (:

wanted to blog abt something which has been bothering me for awhile alr but im lazy so another day perhaps?

selamat berpuase to all muslims out there!
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walao. woke up after an afternoon nap feeling quite down cos i had a dream that nash cheated on me and when i tried calling/texting him, he totally ignored me.

i was shocked and very disappointed bcos nash NEVER ignores me no matter how bad our fights were. woke up and still felt heart pain you knw. dont know why also when its only a dream what.

ahahahha. i tell you uh. the girl he cheated on me with was……….
aisz!!!!

ahhahahhahahahhahahaha. funny seah. dont know why the girl aisz also. padehal nash and aisz never talk what

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anw, as promised, birthday post today. so i woke up, and ibu told me that she’ll sponsor my haircut.! yey. so i called sheikha to meet her at a later time. ahahaah. sorry abt that nyonyaaa.

oh, i almost slept when they lady who applied shampoo on my hair started to massage my scalp. damn shiok lah.

hurried off to meet sheikha BUT she was much much later than the meeting time. haiyoo. ahahaha. but she told me she was late because of my birthday present so she was pardoned. aahahha.

ate and had a good talk. took neos. (((((((((: we had fun editing them but i had to rush off to meet nash. so made her hurry as i thought i’d be late. i was supposed to meet nash at 15:00 and it was already 14.55 so i panicked. didnt want to make nash wait lah.

skalie sheikha and i spotted nash at tamp, sitting down and EATING with his friends, while there i was trying to rush. what was worse was that he actually asked me, yes the birhtday girl, to go home cos apparently he wanted to be with his friends. was damn hurt you knw.

so got home and called fi. started complaining to her abt why nash doesnt even care its my birthday and all. of course, she was on my side.

met him at 15:40 in the end. i wasnt too happy by then cos he wasted 40mins of our time together. so we went to our usual spot where we do our most talking and confessions.

i was damn shocked to see a cake with a few party-like stuff on the table. out of nowhere, popped out two monkeys with poppers and all three shouted “SURPRISE!!”

as you can already guess, the two monkeys which popped out were fiyan and shah jahan

was damn happy lahh.

yes, they planned a mini surprise party for me. ahahhah. so i felt bad abut being angry at nash for being with his friends to do this for me. ))):

the birthday cake.
the two frilly stuff were nash and my party hats.
purplish is mine while silver is nash’s.

MINE! (((:

ahahha. eyy, next yr i eighteen seaaaah!!!

trying to light up the candles.

i forgot why i made that face.

shah made up a few rituals for nash and i to get married. ahaha, then they were saying out the bride price at this time. i was too engrossed with the cake to even listen abt the bride price. wasted!

we put on our wedding bands after we were officially pronounced married.

cut the cake cut the cake!!

shah: okay okay, take picture.
(vain syazana adjusts hair.)


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one of their many birthday presents.

my turn with cake.

i made them wear this saying that the birthday girl really wants to see them in this. they were reluctant but of course they gave in to the birthday girl.

i fell down and no one cared. apparently, posing for a picture was the most important thing to them. !!
haha, actually it was so chaotic that they didnt even notice that i fell.

the NAZIS dance. yes, the NAS dance. cacat ppl.

i shall therefore end the pictures by traumatising you guys with this…………………
muahahahahaha

thank you all three of you for this very special surprise celebration.! ((((: im very touched and you guys have contributed a big part into making my birthday a special one.((:
thanks nash(i love youuu!), fiyan and shah!!!

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met fi after that. ate at swensens but i was already damn full by then. she treated, of course. ahaha. but both of us were damn distracted lah. ahahha.

then we walked abit and went to the toys’s section of isetan. looked at some stuff and i had to head home cos i had to class ugame.

after class ugame i was damn tired cos i didnt have any rest at all but the day was a blast. thank you, you guys. i love you all. especially the mini surprise party. im sure alot of effort was put in to plan the thing.

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thanks to union boys which consists of suhaimi, hakim, aniq, fareez and saifuddin for the purple clock and pruple wrapping.!!

and to zaf and abee for the nicely made card (which i really really like) and the chocolate. ahahah.

okok, i really really really should be studying now!!
byeee!

birthday celebration at seoul garden with the family yesterday. without my dad cos he was working. with zaid, hakim and nash. haha. yes, u heard it right. nash came along too. (:

he was kinda shy at first but after awhile, he ganged up with my family against me. haiyo. even my mom was on his side. sad okay.

but on the bright side, at least they got along fine. ((:

spent some time alone with him after eating so much. nash kept touching my tummy and asking how old my baby is. meano.

he headed home and i met up with my family again plus hakim but zaid already went home. took some stupid pictures, that i shall post up.

have fun viewing. and if your com is slow, too bad. HAHA.!

hakim stinks lah.!!!

ahaha. look how red his ears are. thats what he gets for being irritating.!!!

ati and i

our legs were trembling lahh!

without ayah.

i was trying to act cute, but so NOT happening!

ive no idea what we’re trying to do either.

last but not least, a photo of……

a pregnant syazana.

and i shall therefore post up a picture of the one who’s responsible for this baby.!!

HE’S THE FATHER!!! ((:

TODAY WAS GREAT! MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN EXPECTED.

thank you sheikha, fi.!!!!!!!!! and special thanks to my dear bf,nash, shah and fiyan for the mini celebration today. am sooOOOOOOOOOOOO touched.

shall update soon and pictures will be up as soon as fiyan sends me the pictures.!

omg, i love you guys so much lah!!!!
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THANKSSSSSSS!

EH EH,

TOMORROW WHAT DAY HUH?!!?

he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he.
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nash doesnt want me to cut my hair but im keen on making him surprsied tomorrow. let’s see his reaction. kua kua. the shorter it is, the more he wont like it. kua kua

dont ask me how short i plan to cut it. i have no idea either. shall decide when i go out tmr.sheikah coming. (:

yey! ((:

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clt course, should i? says:
they say girls 17years old not pretty already

walau, stupid kiang!!!!