Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

SUHAYL CANNOT COME FOR SUNDAY MARKET!!!!

im so sad lah. ):

HUNGRYYYYY MONKEEEEEY ANGRYYYYY

so im a very happy girl today.!!!!!

come for sunday market alright. we made our shirts today and i LOVE it.!!!!

i miss my dear As!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwaaaah.

and and, yes i rejected the offer of working cos i remembered my promise to sheikha and how she’s prolly chop my legs off if i insisted on workingggg!!! hehehe

serene called me a “stupid halal girl” because i cant eat non-halal stuff. walau. she lah, “stupid piggy girl”!!

hahaha.

oh, and sio is a nice girl. although irritating. hahahahaha.

anw, serene has been asking me to go for some camp thingy for cip lah since a few weeks back. wasnt planning to go lah. but today she persuaded and kept convincing me to go, so being someone who gives in easily, i said ok.

she msged shah and talked to khairul after that.

when i think abt it right, its just so weird how i used to get so irritated at serene lah. haiya, maybe its cos i just dont really know her? i dont know lah. im just glad we’re much closer now…

and bcos i love her so much, picture of her shall be posted today….

ANW ANW!!!!!!!

hahaha. oh, i better admit something first, i dont remember ever blogging that saiful and i are friends again.

so yes, believe it or not, saiful and i are friends again. HAHAHAHA. honestly, i still cant believe we were together once now i know what kind of person he’s really like. no pantat boy.

so anw, hahaha, one of the things i found out that he likes to do (that i never knew when we were together) is to GOSSIPPPPP!!!!

hahaha. common interest. so yes, point is, i think he makes a better friend. definitely. 100%.!

he told me he coming online later at eight. i got new gossip for him. cepatlah saisai.!(classic nick) HAHA.

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omg, ms chia found me at simei just now. haiya. then she asked me why i cabot physics. walau. but she nice lah. she blanje me mango red tea if i go for her class tmr. so i shall. she is a nice tcr. haiya. i feel bad for skipping.

urh urh,

RABIATUL ADAWIYAH, i appreciate your concern. seriously. thanks so much.
MUAH MUAH MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

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even before july has started or holidays officially started for me, a manager offered me to work for them. haha, i think its cos i have gd conduct. ive never been late for work before.

REALLY. working world is the real world.

oh and if you were wondering, i rejected the offer lah. O LEVELS OKKKKKKKKKKKKK

come back a month later.

i MIGHT update! and suhayl, i miss you alr!!! and i havent returned the books.

thank you sheikha and FI.

sorry zaf, again.

happy 16th hakim

suhayl the cameramen. another complete picture of US. =) bloody lah. i look shorter than zaf. not that i am. she was sitting on my lap so obviously she’ll look taller. LOOK ajer. padehal padehal

yesterday was spent with younger sister. bought biscuits for both of us.

SUH-WEEEEEEEEEET!

twix in atee’s pocket.

hahaha. so cute.

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have been having some problems with nash lately. but im really glad that we sort things out just now.

was already home early cos bee and shee had higher malay while zaf and nash had prefect thingy. so i wasnt expecting to meet him lah.

but he called while i was sleeping and he told me he’s dropping by simei. being a nice girlfriend, i got myself out of bed and met him with my muke basi and all. not like he cares abt me looking basi. but that didnt stop him frm teasing me either.

oh well.

i should stop being pessimistic. like seriously. im irritating myself.

i really dont feel like blogging today except to mention only one issue.

zaf showed me something on the way home just now. i only have three things to say,

1st.) HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH (pauses to breathe.) AAAAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHHAHAHAHAHA
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. AHAAAHAAAHAAAAAA!!!!!!.

2nd.) ZAF!!!! im so bloody proud of you. really. you are much much MUCH stronger than before. im still in shock bcos i didnt think you’d ever do what you did. but you’ve proved me wrong and that, sort of make me even prouder of you. =) =)

3rd.) lastly, to whom it may concern, she is not turning into me. geez.

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i really really really miss siti rafidah. haiya.

this week will be suhayl’s last week. haiya. sad seah. im dreading whichever new librarian.

as cikgu ishak said,
TODAY IS SYAZANA DAY!!!!

hahhaha. so syazana doesnt feel like blogging. she feels like reading the books she has borrowed frm the library.

goodbye.

period is here. zaf, i think that explains why nash and you think ive been looking gloomy.

haiya. i told zaf i might be breaking up with that guy above. she laughed. a nice sister you are. but i dont think he’d be heartbroken laaaa.

but i’d like to keep the $99,999,999.10 check that he gave me.

i made zaf tell her brother that i had no money and had to come to sch naked so he wrote me a check for $99,999,999.10

haahaha. well, money cant buy love and i dont feel your love so lets just go our separate ways. you’ve held a special place in my heart and you always will.

i loved you muhd hizkil bin mustaza. but i cant be with someone who doesnt love me back. BYEEE!

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i feel better. shall call fi soon.

ayah is ok,in case anyone else is worried and wants to know. thank you dear friends for wanting to make me feel better esp sheikha, fi and zaf.

zaf has been sending me other photos of HOTguys besides her brother’s. haiyaaa. HOT HOT HOT!!!!! pls pray nash never reads this.

talked to suhayl the librarian frm our sch and he brought my spirits up.i think what sheikha told me really made sense.!

THANK YOU. love you. mwah.

mom called. ayah had an accident. but i dont think its a serious one.

i wonder who’ll pay for the damages.
i also wonder if things can get any worse than this.

*@$#**&$#^&*(^%%$#@%&&*^%$
KNNCCB!
CB!
CB!
F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phew. thats better. =)

where’s the understanding and support when i needed it?
you are so disappointing.

ps. sorry if ive been ignoring everyone else. i know you guys didnt even do anything. i dont want to bother others with MY problems. it has always been about ME. I have to stop being selfish thats why ive been ignoring your texts. sorry, thanks for the concern anyway. dont have to be worried. i’ll be okay. soon enuf.

HIZKIL! remember when i asked you if i put your picture in my blog instead of nash’s, would you marry me?

and you said ok.

im lazy to change my skin so ive dedicated this post to you. with your picture somemore. see, I LOVE YOU!

where’s my purplegold ring?

on a much more serious note, i miss you. when will i see you again?