Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

i was in the bus and i saw this very cute guy lah. glanced at him once, twice, thrice and i told myself to stop already lah.

after a few minutes, i kinda forgot abt him until i realised he was about to sit infront of me. he sat for two seconds, jerked up suddenly as if the seat was full of pointed needles and got up from his seat.

i thought he was crazy or someting for being indecisive whether he wants to sit or not.

i heard an old woman saying thank you and nodding towads the guy because she was grateful that he gave up his seat for her.

so sweet kan. suddenly i thought of heng kiang hua. smiled to myself like an idiot. more glances towards the cute guy.

SIGHS…..

the sweet thing was because he got kinda kancheong and the way he suddenly got up frm his seat when he saw the old woman standing.

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played softball during PE today. our team won!!!!!! NO THANKS TO ME. i didnt get a single homerun. i only kept cheering for my team and jeering for the opposite team. i was just irritating the opposite team. HAHAHA.

my team consisted of kiang (THE GREAT CAPTAIN),keith seaah, serene (the irritating cheerleader), ivy, natasha, taufik, derrick & aniq. i think thats abt it laaaa.

pe was fun lah. i did better last week though. at least i got a homerun. baaah. nvm, next week can do better.

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today was cikgu shila’s last day with our class. NOOOOO. sad seah. after that, cikgu azmi will be taking over. OMG, he’s so freaking boring lah.

he taught me art and he’s really damn freaking BORING! he’s damn old lah. at least 80 years of age? HAHA

malay wont be something i look forward to anymore. i want ishak BONCET back.

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much commotion during recess. haiyo. girls, do take care of yourselves. dont let all these wankers get near you.

zaf, take care okay.

OH OH! and my 4th one got so worked up over zaf just now!!!! hmmm. i think theres more to it lah. zaf, i’d be so touched if i were you, you know. besides, he’s so oh-f*cking HOT! ahahahaha.

okayla im bad lah. NASH is still the hottest ok? really. i meant that. !!!!!!

oh speaking of which, i read abee’s blog and she wrote something abt the debate being on this wednesday which means the 5th of april which marks the seventh month for nash and i. yeehaaaa!

its compulsory for all 4e and 5n pupils to attend the debate thing BUT i have a date with nash on that day!!! bah.

everytime i have a date with nash, its cancelled. suay oh what? i dont bloody care. i want a day with him one of the days of that week.

im done here. off to kelas ugame. if enough people actually pay me to see me in tudong, i might take a picture and post it up. tudong PLUS glasses. classic okay. not everyone has the chance to see me like that.

okay, im done.
MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! haha.

i am here to talk about a very irritating matter. today mr khairunan talked to us(4e,5n) abt out CT results and stuff. after that he mentioned that 4e5 has bad attendance or something like that.

natasha lee turned to me and blamed me for whatshername’s absence. like hello, is it even my stupid damn fault that she chooses not to come to sch anymore.?

stop blaming it on people lah. i really cannot tahan you knw. i was so pissed, omg. early in the morning, want to spoil my day alr. initially, i was very happy you know.

as for whatshername, when you dont come to sch, why do you have to inform ppl that its bcos you and i are having a tiff and that you feel awkward coming to sch?

when you do that, people just blame me for having a tiff with you. THINK abt why we even had a tiff in the first place.

and if studies are actually something important to you, dont give stupid reasons like you feel awkward bcos we are not talking. its not like you dont have friends what. you know very well that you are close with your classmates.

i am getting sick of the fact that everytime you do stupid stuffs like absenting yourself or skipping class or just going missing, i get fucking blame for it.

stop your nonsense and make my life easier by coming to sch lah.

and if you really dont want to come to sch, STOP giving reasons like its because you and i had a tiff and you feel awkward, just tell OUR other friends who are concerned abt you that you are just plain lazy.

dont get me freaking blamed for your doings. im really sick of it.

last question, whats your purpose of coming sch?
because you want to study or because i asked you to. if you really want to study, then our tiff should not prevent you frm attending sch.

im almost done here, i just want people to stop blaming me when you dont attend sch so rite now, i think you should start attending and make my life problems-free for me.

to anyone else who EVER mentions that its my damn fault for her absence, i’ll freaking punch you in the face. dont try me.

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on the bright side, nash and i havent had a single argument for a week already. definitely an improvement!!!

thanks to shah for his words which actually slapped me right in the face.

AKU GEMBIRA!

OH my freaking shit! i HATE today. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. YUCK.!

anw, was happily going home after separating with zaf cos my sis wanted me to buy something for her lah.

walked home and passed some really deserted places. saw this stupid long hair asshole MALAY guy staring at me.

didnt think much abt it lah. i only glanced at him. he was infront of me then suddenly he was walking beside me.

i thought i saw him unzipping his pants bt didnt think much abt it cos i thot i was imagining stuffs BUT after that i saw a very jerky movement from the corner of my eye.

i was curious so my natural reaction was to look lah. when i looked at him, i realised that his hands were making the jerky movements.at that moment i realised that asshole was masturbating in my face. the moment he realised i was looking, he stopped, put his hands down and left his dick hanging there.

i saw that his dick was erecting!!! YUUUUCK. omg, i wanted to die.

kinda panicked. so i walked ahead of him. i realised he was following me so i pretended to use my phone and since i was near the CC, i walked towards the police station. i msged nash and zaf in panic

he stopped following me after that and i ran home cos i was so freaked out.

men are disgusting. imagine if women actually go ard fingering themselves infront of kids like me. eww.

anw, its horrible lah. malay somemore. he looks like he’s ard 20 like that. brown shirt. faded jeans. shoulder length hair(i know, i hate guys with long hair too).

i hate that guy so much. my sister told me i should have scolded/shouted at him. i think i should have too. WHY DIDNT I? dont ask me, i was so freaked out, i think my brain actully disappeared for awhile.

i am NEVER going hm alone anymore. i shall meet up with my younger sister everyday after sch from now on.

okay, goodbye.

i dont want to be the one to mend your broken heart and mislead you to thinking of something else.

so leave me alone, please….

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i know i havent been updating. been busy lah. met up with my hakim and zaid on sat after three whole years!!! since we havent met since for three years, we’ve been meeting alot lah.

went out with them again yesterday to watch dorm. omg, i still refuse to believe they have grown. i look at them as 10yearold bunch of kids who are still in primary sch.

but they’re already in sec3 now. 15yearsold. not bad yeaaaaah.

anw, dorm isnt scary at all lah. bt the storyline is not too bad either. speaking of which, nash wants to watch iceage2. how cuuuute. but NO, i shall be the one to choose what movie to watch.

besides he was the one who chose the last movie we watched and i dozed off halfway. was sleeepy laaah.

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sch was fine yesterday. talked to kiang during ss abt stuffs. kiang and i realised that we wouldnt have gotten this close if it wasn for a certain ex of mine. so funny lah.

speaking of which, KIANG! ive just viewed the photo. alamak, very confusing leeey.! its too blur. grrrr.bt fun seah. i think i’ll become cross eyed if i keep staring at the photo any longer.

anw. keith is always seducing me in class. its really disturbing that he cant resist me you know. HAHAHA. really! he always says,
“syazanaaaaa, i want you!” in a horny way. HAHHAH.

oh, he’s kidding btw. funny lah. oh, and i saw him playing soccer yesterday but everyone takes sides with him to telll me that he went home yesterday. so maybe i saw a ghost! like the msgoh one.

had art after that and serene, ivy, ngiam, natasha, mariam and i had some sex talks. HOHOHO. was fun with much laughter and shockness.

after the talk, all the girls were scared to have sex. serious.!!! it sounds TOO painful.

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nothing much happened today… OH OH! sheikha is an auntie!!!! im so envious okay. she’s lucky to have a baby in the house. anw, congrats girl.!

i was late and vice-head gave me this im-so-shocked look. step as if she nv see me late only. haha. and i was thinking, im the vice-head’s fren, cannot be late meh?

talked abt it during recess and vice-head told me that she just wanted to irritate me or something like that.

i AM SO JEALOUS because abee had a hunk to send her home last week. i might just kill her one day. AHAHAHA. (:

but its okay, i have my hero who always claims that he saved my life just because he holds my hand when he crosses the road with me. like as if i cannot cross on my own only. but cute la nash!! haha. i love small kiddos.

went hm straight today. the boyfriend had np and abee&afee had classes. so sheikha and i went out together for bubbletea and i headed hm after that.

wanted to slp but had some issues. did abit of shopping and bought some stuffs which made me happy.

oh, sunday market this sunday. i have no idea what my class is doing besides some tablecloth thing. DIE!

i miss my sexy boyfriend.

nico rejected me and broke my heart into a million pieces…………….

SOB SOB SOB.

my prince charming, keith seah picked up the pieces and mend it together by telling me he wants to marry me.

HAHHAHA. at least keith is a better catch.
=)
oi, where’s my ring.?
go buy purplegold, NOW!

haha. love you lah, pussy eyes.

went for the debate just now and 4e4 won 5n2. 4e2 won 5n1. i didnt get to see the 4e2 though. only got there during the result part.

but whatever it is, congrats to both classes. =)

the judges for 4e4 and 5n2 was kinda rude though. they werent even paying attention. i got kinda pissed lah. like hello, you are judges. arent you suppose to like, listen to them? and you ppl are teachers somemore.

haiya. but i think roxanne was reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaallly damn good. no surprise there when she was announced the best speaker.

that aside, afee and i saw bapak mini cornetto in a very pervertic side. i dont think i can sleep well tonight. i’ll probably think of him all night and have nightmares.

sheikha is again, on cloud nine today. haha. happy for you dear.*faintsfaintsfaint.! HHAHHHHAHA

went home with shee, afee , abee and suhaila just now. much laughter there. separated at the bus stop after that.

was talking with zaf abt waking up early tmr.

afee: alah, you mandi 5 mins aje lah
me: eh hello, i need at least 20mins.
afee: for the past few days, your boyfriend has been spending lesser time for a shower.
me: 0_0 (eyes wide open)
WHAT?! how would you know.??
afee: (waves hand in a very panic way)
i meant HIZKIL lah.

HAHAHHAHHAHAH.
hizkil, my second boyfriend, is afee’s younger brother so of course she would know how long he takes to have a shower.

anw, sports day tmr so nash has no NP or whatsoever. zaf, do come along alrite. !!!

and i will be meeting FIFOI, i meant FIFI tmr. wheeeeeeeeee. and someone else coming also!!!!!!!!!!!! whaaaaaaaaaa. hahahha. oh, have to meet her later for a yellow tshirt.

i wanna watch dorm but ppl say its not good. not reliable source though. anyone who has watched it? pls tell me ur opinion!!! dun want to waste my money and time.!!

nash and i

me: BLAH BLAH…*talks abt the DIA show.
nash: oh yeah, fifi damn hot.
me: oi! HAHAHAHHA. EvilSyaz will kill Fifi and JessicaAlba so FlirtyNash stops fantasizing abt them.
nash:NOOO!! dun kill them! Im so gonna miss them.

maybe i should kill him instead.
<3

heloooooo. went to some person wedding yesterday. i havent gone to a close relative’s wedding for a few yrs already. believe it or not.

i met my dear auntie which i havent met in two yrs due to some problems lah. but was kinda happy to be able to see her yesterday.

but she didnt recognise me at all!!!!!!

when i salam-ed her, she was trying to figure out who i was and why i salam her. WALAU. so sad.

anw, shah got us bubble gums. THANK YOU SHAH JAHAN!!!! =)

anw, after sch was spent with my dear 3As!!!!!! hahahha. much laughter and fun with them.miss them so much and was glad to have some time with them because they were constantly busy with NPCC and whatnots.

i am known as the ten-cents girl.
-abee started it.

OH OH. as you know, now they want to call me syazie wazzy or however they spell it lah. for those who knew abt the fuzzy wuzzy thing,

eg. fuzzy wuzzy loves yellow but not kuning.
……. loves door but not window.

this was what one of them said.

one of the As: syazie wuzzy loves ameer but not nash.
ME: (mouth hanging open,a moment of silence.) EH! syazie wuzzy loves nashruddin!

yes! omg, my friends have gone bonkers. and yes, i love nashruddin..!

and abee made a special cooking show for sheikha just now. i have the video in my phone!!! haha. very cacat.

i want this happiness to stay. FOR GOOD.

my younger sis has very low self esteem so i decided to help. and with my magic hands, im able to bring out the beauty with in her.

before.

lo and behold,this is what my sister looks like now.

after.

pretty kaaaaaaaaan? i know, my sister what. hahaha. there, ati.you shouldnt think that you’re ugly cos you arent. you’re pretty lah. but what matters most is that you’re very pretty on the inside and not just the outside.

=D. love you deaaar.
smile always

HELLO!!! hahahaha, i am happy happy happy now.

yesterday i went escape with my cousins and had lots of fun. it really brought my spirits up. i really think the haunted house is scary.

the only thing that wasnt going well was the weather. it was so hot, omg. the heat almost killed me. and you know how bothered i can get over the heat.

but at least there were some rides where you’d get all wet so it wasnt that bad afterall. lotsa fun lah yesterday.

ive been so sad and emo for the last few days, i was starting to get disgusted with myself.i really needed the fun yesterday.

and to make things perfect, nash came down all the way to escape to see me for awhile. i had some time with him and nash is back to the perfect boyfriend again.

=)

its nice to have him all to myself again. he doesnt get distracted by np or whatsoever.

oh, and i had a dream yesterday. scary you know. it was about my dear 3A’s. one of them died. then my other 2A’s and i cried alot. but later on, that the spirit of the A who died, came back and spent time with us.

i was kinda shocked at the fact that we weren’t scared of her. but i dont want any of my 3A’s to die. its just a dream anw. anyone wants to guess who died?

its saturday already. i dont want sch to start.!!!! nash has some PDS thing coming up. i HAVE to understand.

i miss my friends. =)

to that girl: im not angry. im just not bothered anymore.