Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

extracted frm nur ain’s blog.

oohh, and we started the bloody game and found that Syaz cheated! she ran with her urm, micro skirt (hahaha).

let me defend myself!!! for the game, i DIDNt cheat.they didnt say we couldnt run what.so i ran lah.

AND i wasnt wearing a stupid micro skirt.! hoho. mine was decent enough. afee had a SLIT on her skirt okay. even sexier. hoho.

if you compare afee and me, i am so decent. =)

just got back frm work and i am very tired. i have decided that today shall be my last day of work. no more working. no no more.

okay. i realised that my last entry about last saturday was short and since i have nothing else to do, i shall elaborate more on what happened since it was such a good day.

saturday, 28 jan.

woke up at 8++ because twix had to make so much noise running on the damn wheel just to irritate the hell out of me.

he’s caged up now cos he makes a mess when he’s freed in my room. msged zaf and nash abt where to meet and stuff. was supposed to meet nash at 1230 first so we could have some time together.

it was his idea in the first place but he couldnt be early in the end. what a bacinface. met him at 130 in the end. bought chocolates then met zaf after that.

got to sch and i realised that i totally forgot to buy suhaimi the chocolates i owed him. hahah. and i scolded him when he asked for his. then i remembered that i reallie owed him so i apologised. felt so stupid lah.

took the bus and sat with afeee. she was being extra quiet and down. baaaah. cheer up girl. =)

reached the destination and got our tickets. i didnt really understand what the drama was trying to say lah. but i liked the hantu part. scary seey. afee was screaming in my ears. pompan gilaaaa.

after the drama, we all decided to go makan so we didnt take the bus back to sch with the tcrs.

walked with afee and ain. see, we are such nice friends to not leave her alone. =)

hahaha. headed to mac then went to the toilet. got out and realised nash wasnt ard. i assumed he was in the toilet lah. waited for a long long time then realised he still wasnt ard. found out that he actually went for prayers.

hohoho. and my wallet was with him. how pandai kaaan. shah offered to use his money first, so i did. much thanks there and repayed him back when nash came back.

a lesson learnt. dont depend too much on nash keeping my stuffs.

afee and ain took nash’s and my hp to play this realie stupid game which made both of them look…oh well, stupid?

hahaha. nash has germs on his armpit btw. hahaha. oh and i irritated nash alot (i think) cuz i was saying la he copy me cos he buy the same hp and pouch as me. hoho. actually he bought before me. but my dad bought my phone so i didnt follow him ok and my pouch, i didnt know nash was using the same one.

hoho. but oh well. i didnt know if he was reallie irritated but it was fun trying to irritate him. =)

there was some infrared-ing and bluetooth-ing ard after that. headed for the mrt and some ppl went off to top up their ezlink and stuff. afee, ain and i went to the platform first.

i dont know who’s idea it was to hide frm the guys but we did hide frm them. HAHAH it was damn fun. got aniq and nash really worried. nash masged me and called a few times. i tried to sound angry but i have no reaosn to be. hoho

he was all panicky and told me to wait for him somewhere cos i told him that the girls already boarded the train.

hahaha. aniq called afee to ask abt ain. hahahhaha. funny lah. we went in the next train but ain and i were worried if the guys didnt board the same one as us but afee assured us that she saw one of the guys boarding the train.

i thought no one saw any of the girls but the next thing i knew, the guys were walking towards our side of the train.

hey, we never reallie got to find out who saw us in the first place. hahaha. i saw that damn relieved look on aniq’s face and it was real funny. nash looked relieved too. lucky he wasnt angry at me abt lying to him that we girls already left the guys.

hoho. i love nash. =)

went over to him to give his hand a squeeze to reassure him that i was never angry with him in the first place.

haziq, suhaimi, hakim, faris dropped down at bugis but ameer and shah decided to go also in the last few seconds.

something happened at aljunied so nash and i were delayed cos we got down. lucky nash understood and gave my friend and i some time.

i felt abit guilty for some stuffs and i wish i was a better friend but i dont know how i can be with a situation like that.

nash didnt send me home cos i was going to my uncle’s place which was at pasir ris. we spent some time together then he sent me to my uncle’s block.

i didnt feel like going up yet so i sent nash to his bus stop. wanted to send him home cos i have never done that but nash wont let me so until bus stop only.

i got a peck on the cheek before he boarded the bus which made me smile through the whole night. my mom was also at my aunt’s. when everyone saw me being all smiley, they all thought i was crazy. only my mom understood how i felt.

=)

played with some of my cousins which drained out whatever energy i had in my body left. fainted on my cousin’s bed and i swore i was smiling while i slept.

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this will be a very very long entry cos i havent been on the com for a while. am really busy alright.

lets start with thursday.

well, that was the day nash had no more workshop thing. was happy abt that. however, things were much different and i was getting really disappointed and frustrated cuz nash promised me before he went to the workshop that he wouldnt change anymore.

but he did.

was pissed and angry so i decided to go home until aisz saw me and we talked. told her how i felt and she said some stuffs and made me a whole lot better!!! love you aisz. miss you alright and thank you SOOOOOOOO much.!!! =)

i shall not say much because bad things happened after that and it was all sucky. fifi did try to make me feel better when i called her so thank you very much! muaah.

thank you aisz and fifi for thursday. =)

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friday.

ouuuuh. friday was the cny celebration. 4e5 won 2nd for our lantern making thing. hohoho. abee and afee just had to irritate me abt someone presenting his class’s lantern. and of course haziq also had to irritate me. bah. do what you guys want okay as long u guys are happy with it.

had the celebration for abee’s bday. had an extreme great fun with them.took really stupid photos. abee, afee and i attempted to do an underwear pose but akee ruined it. she pushed us away.

was fun though. HAHAHHA. had to rush for work. =( but at least the celebration was almost over what. haha. talked alot abt how each of us flirt and came to a conclusion that we’ve never seen akee flirt before.

i cant imagine sheikha flirting. that is so wrong. i havent really seen abee flirting but i can imagine how and i know that she can.!

hahahha. i mean she has told me abt her flirting experience and i can tell that she is reaaal good.

trust me on that. its just how she wants to use it and on who she hits on. hohoho. but abee hardly flirts and when she does, the other girls can kiss the guy goodbye.!

as for afee, i have seen her flirt with only one person. hoho. cant comment much on that. hmmm.

and i got a msg frm abee after we separated which goes like this.
“haha..i had fun too!! work hard!! dont flirt even tho i noe u miss flirting!! lol”

so yes, of course i didnt flirt. =)

kiang msged while i was still at work and told me he might drop by cos he shopping with his mom and aunt. and when he dropped by, he told me he lost his mom and aunt cos they left him to go shopping by themselves. so kesiyan right.

by the time it was already time for me to get off from work, i need to pee badly so i closed shop and rushed to the toilet.

got back and packed to go home. happy happy and was abt to call kiang to tell him i can meet him already skalie i realised i didnt have the keys. i misplaced it somewhere.

panicked liek hell and called kiang cos he was the only person who could be ard. he rushed over and helped me look for it like hell. and he found it thx to his flash on his phone. i really dont know what i’d do without him on friday.

i owe kiang so much sey. must remember this. accompanied him to go makan cus he havent ate yet then we headed home.

thank you so much kiang. =)

yesterday.

drama was abit confusing. had some time with nash after that. the rest went bugis after we ate but aniq, ain, nash, zaf and i didnt go with them.

zaf, take care okay. im a call away. =)

by far, one of the best times i had with you. =)
thank you for being so understanding and perfect yesterday.

i am so dog tired.

went for netball today. i am really sleepy now because i ate alot before going for netball.

oh yeah, yesterday, went out with abee to celebrate her bday. =) hohoho. but afee and akee werent free so we shall have another celebration on friday.

we watched inhershoes. was kinda good. there was once when abee started laughing to herself. then i was wondering why she did that. she told me because this character by the name of simon looks like nash.

i told her she was talking nonsense lah because to me the simon guy’s face was so blur2 and irritating and gong gong lah. i refused to believe that the guy looks like nash.

but after that i couldnt get my mind off what she said so i started observing the simon guy everytime he showed up, the more i looked at him,the more i thought he looked like nash and the more i found him cute and sexy. hohohoho. (i know some ppl are disgusted la but if you are, dont read on lah. and nash is sexy okay!)

but simon cute lah. i must have been blind to think he was blur blur, gong gong and irritating. HAHHAHAH

and i swear some things he did REALLY seems like nash. ask abee lah. she was the one who spotted it.

abee had to go off after that cos she was going out with her family.

after she and i separated, she sent me this msg, “Thank you syazie!! i had fun with you today (: love ya!!” (thank god it wasnt “thank you ane’…”

hoho, abee loves me ok. but of course she love those other two lovables, akee and afee. i love all three. so mucccccch!!! its sad they werent there. but they will be on friday!!!!

BUT, i found out that i have work!!!! am so sorry abee! but i can choose to start anytime bfore 5pm. so i have like 4.5hrs with you okay?

sorry abee. cant wait for friday though. =)

AT LAST!!!!!!!!! tmr no more stupid workshop for 4e2! yeeeeeeeeey! yeehaaaa! i havent had a proper good time together with nash since last thursday and this is really killing me tauu!

tmr he also got parade. very sad but at least have recess, malay and after sch together.

ive only had long dist glances of him since monday tau!!!!!!!!!!!

i still havent showered yet and im really disgusted with myself. shall go shower now.

this is such a stupid and boring entry. i was just too tired..! sorry baceyn ppl.

happy 16th my dear abee!!!!!

i was glad and honoured to be the person to celebrate ur sweet sixteen with. AND i was OFFICIALLY the first person to wish her ON 24JAN! now afee, dont argue, ask abee. i was the first okay.

happy two months me bestest friend fifi and muhd syafiq. =)

i am lazy to blog. pls come back tomorrow.

sheikaaaah haroon

DO

NOT

KILL

ME

FOR

THIS.

im doing this just so that afee and the tomorrow’s bday girl happy. =)

i received a sms WHILE I WAS SLPING frm afee who wants me to do this. =)

presenting………

one of the loveliest people i ever knew.

nur syazana is surprisingly home early today. =) =)

i woke up extra early to reach sch early so i can pass nash something. in the end i wasnt that early but at least i was earlier than usual.

during maths lesson keith asked for my sch badge cos ms goh has caught him w/o a badge once and he didnt wan to be nagged at.

he said it’d be okay for me since it’ll be my first time. i only decided to give it to him when he promised me cadbury chocolate. hoho

waited for abee after maths lesson but she didnt turn up. ms goh lay ching saw us and got naggy so aisyah and i rushed for daniel yong’s class.

hehkx. i was abit guilty cos aisyah gt scolded for no reason and just because she accompanied me to wait for abee.

daniel yong’s lesson, i did my 100 lines of “i love bedok view” thanks to keith seah LAH!

had to do the lines cuz ms goh said those with no badge had to write “i love bedok view” while those with no nametags have to write “i love yournamehere” eg. “i love syazana’

how funny kan.hahhaa

got abit lazy and bored so passed over to keith cos he was supposed to do it in the first place.

during art i lost my sense of control. you see, i am just so careless to leave my diary ard when obviously, if its something valuable, i should keep it somewhere safe right?

but even so, if you were to find someone’s diary which weren’t open or whatsoever. you should NOT pry and take a look right? i mean HELLO!!! its people’s personal belongings.

but apparently natasha knows no such thing. yes, she looked here and there. read here and there. i didnt realise she was reading until she saw a postcard that i put inside the diary then she asked me where i bought it.

i was shocked so i snatched away my stuff and told her not to open and read my stuff cuz im very shy abt them.

but she told me she already read the contents. i was blur at first cuz i cudnt really remember writing much then skalie i remembered i wrote some very very personal stuff. (abt nash btw) so i got really really embarassed and went red in the face.

after that the anger rose and i demanded why she read it lah. i just found it sooo rude and invading. she apologised of course but argh, its just so frustrating lah. i feel so naked ard her cuz she knows some of my thoughts that i dont want people to know.

i havent been that angry for quite some time already and yeah, i was just arghhhh lah.

she apologised again and offered chocolates for showing how sorry she was but i just wasnt abt to accept that coz i dont want her to think that it’ll be okay for her to read it again.

and i told her not to talk to me again for a while cos im just angry and i dun want to say things i might regret. i have nagged alot at her anyway

so NATASHA LEE, next time dont do it again. ive cleared my mind and cooled down since i got home and have decided to accept ur apology alright. just please dont do it again. i feel very very naked when ppl know my private thoughts.

i miss nosh.
hoho. =)

my hotmail account has been hacked.

bloody hell. oh well, just stick to yahoo i guess. =)

just got back from work. =)

read afee’s blog. i dont know why people are so worried abt me working. not like i work everyday whaaaat. haiyoo. besides working is much more fun now. i sleep or do homework in the storerm most of the time.

yesterday, my manager asked me to pick something up from robinson before reporting for work at paragon. i met some friends frm robinson. miss them seah. its sad i dont work with them anymore. but, oh well.

suhaimi and abee smsed me and asked abt me joining them yesterday but i couldnt make it. am sad okay.

BUT, its okay, i still have tuesday with abee and afee. akee has the stupid workshop. of all the days in the WORLD!!! on abee’s bday. spoiler sey the workshop.

which also means, i wont be seeing nash at all(i think) for three whole days. bodoh seeeey. gah.

like bodoh sey they separate the class. 4e1,4e2 and 4e3.

then 4e4,4e5 and sec 5s together! BODOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. gah. i dont want to be with the sec 5s.

sucks lah. but i am thankful at least gt 4e4 people.

i was lazy to wake up early in the morning today cos i took the morning shift and i had to open boutique.

left work at abt 4pm. was on the mrt then i saw this couple hugging and kissing. gah!

then skalie the girl dropping down at bedok, the guy stayed behind and never send her home.
-__- what a useless ass.

and moreover it was raining and the girl was wearing something skimpy but the guy was wearing a shirt AND a jacket. but he never offered his jacket to her.

i dont think he even thought abt how cold the girl will be in that skimpy tight top and short mini skirt going home all ALONE. what a bodoh guy.

sheesh. im so sick of looking at how bodoh guys can be. i dont think loving her is kissing and hugging or doing things intimately to let the public see.

its how you show you care and think of her well-being that goes to show just how much you love her.

but some girls dont think much abt it. i dont know if im just hard to please or im too demanding or petty or ngade ngade but yeah, thats how i think lah. if any of you guys think that im too demanding or petty or ngade ngade( i know SOMEONE thinks that way) then screw you! its a blessing FOR ME that ure not my boyfriend!

i shall stop nagging now and move to something else….

OH! there was this guy in the mrt who i THINK is crazy lah. at first he was just talking to himself. then he openly dig his hands into the bag of the woman beside him who was still sleeping btw.

but she realised something and woke up with a start. she didnt scold the guy or whatever. (i dont think she would dare to seeing how crazy the guy was) she got up and changed seats. she looked really scared.

i mean, i would be too. i was sitting directly infront of him and i was scared you know. but what sey, the guy just dig into the woman’s handbag but never kena anything. why seah.

scary moment there. oh, ayah wants me to wash my sch shoes. he says its really dirty and he wants it washed and clean and sparkling white.

have to go for now. miss me ppl.

oh and btw, AFE’ AND NURAIN ur tagboard sucks. cant tag u know.

and i think theres way too much ppl calling rabiatul as abee! SEBOK AJER. gah. so lets call rabiatul, abe’ or abear or babhiji(insiders) hHOHOOH. now, dont kill me abear. you know you love me. i sent u home okay. =)

khairul is on tv right now. some interview thing. his hair is so….ehem. but haha. he’s talking with bahasa baku. so funny.

OMG! nash was also on tv and he was dancing. AHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH. they showed the part when he danced in sch and i didnt come at that time. hoho. so funny.