Syazana A.Bakar’s Weblog

Finally got to meet Nash after school today. Things didn’t start out well cos we manage to argue. Yeah, of all days, the day when we’re supposed to spend time with each other. -__-

Member muke sedih pasal da kena bising. Plus sakit.

Didnt help when some stupid M1 guy was telling me that what I wanted was not possible. How can it be not possible when its been done before by another staff.? Whot an idiot…

Anw, I figured out that the only way to cool down was to go eat something I couldn’t resist. And we made our way to J.Co!!

Nash wasn’t feeling well cos he was down with a flu and bad cough. So he only ordered one donut while I ate 3!!! haha, tak gemuk, nasib..

My Fav yougurttt! Ngee Ann no longer have my fav yogurt ice cream. So boo!

heehee. bloody cute this boy. How much? I want!!

This week has been hard. Today has been shitty. And I just want you close. I know youre gonna be even busier over the next few weeks. I cant promise you that I wont be unreasonable. Its hard to keep sane when I dont have my daily dosage of Nashruddin.

A’s tried to make plans tmr. But timing clash again. Sigh. I might drop by on a weekday to have lunch with them. Sheikha, skip skola ahhhhhhhh!

Wanted to blog but now I suddenly feel like peeing.

Facebook has been keeping me busy. Because Nash isn’t. He’s too busy with FYP. Booooo! But its ok. Linh has agreed to go gym with me whenever I want. You know, I’m so free that I have been doing all my tutorials despite playing games on facebook! Gonna end early tmr. maybe i should burn some fats. Bloody Macdonalds has been making me addicted to their monopoly token shit.

Speaking of which, now im very hungry. but theres a hugeass ulcer in my mouth. no fun. i cant even enjoy whatever i’m eating. ok im bored. all has been well. I’m having my period (at last).

k bye

Nash FINALLY passes his driving test! I was so excited when I found out that I kept smiling the whole day. I know it also means I’ll probably gain more weight since I’ll be walking less. But, FINALLY!!! I am so proud of you baby.. whee!

And I finally convinced Nash to let me have my facebook account back and so we activated my account together yesterday. I’ll behave k syg, promise..

Life’s been better. I still have a few things bugging me but Nash is trying his best to take care of me. I’ll be so lost without him, seriously. Sigh.
I miss you already pantat..

Theres alot going on right now. Too much that its… overwhelming. Its very frustrating cos there is nothing much I can do to change things. But the more I think about it or everytime it is brought up, it stresses me up even more.

I have problems here and there for awhile but I always manage to resolve it or simply switch off by shopping it away. It always seem to get better. And I feel happy. Just over the past 2 weeks, I’ve bought 3 bags. I’ve lost count on the clothes I’ve bought already..

But I’m starting to worry cos everytime I spend on myself, I know the money could’ve and should’ve been saved for something else…. Its starting to bug me now. And I’m not happy anymore when I browse through any online shops because I cannot afford to spend like I have for the past few weeks. I’ve yet to save for Nash’s birthday. And I wanna make it special for him but I am too selfish to even do that for him. What kind of girlfriend does that make me? Honestly though, thats the least of my worries right now.

So many shit to handle. Where am I gonna find the strength to go through all this when everything is falling apart.? Oh God, help me please…

Had good new so I called my dad!
Me: Ayah! You kat ne? (Where are you?)
Dad: At NUH, why?
Me: (Super Excited) I got good news! Guess what Guess what GUESS WHAAAT?
Dad: You got the money already?
Me: YEAHHH. How’d you guess?
Dad: I know ah. Thats the only thing that can make you THAT happy.

HAHHAHAHHA. super not true (maybe half true?) lol. anw, yeay! money money. wish i could use it for nash’s bday though…

boo need to save up so i have to starve. or at least try to.. jee

Dad got Windows 7 for us and I had my laptop upgraded once we brought it home. I am absolutely loving it and am pleased. I never really had much problems with Vista. Just had problems which I assumed were “normal” like the constant lags and unresponsiveness.

So I was damn happy that after upgrading to Windows 7, everything was smooth and my laptop was responding much faster. Awesomeness.

Just found out that Ngee Ann students are eligible for a free Windows 7 upgrade (depending on your course though). Its through this MSDNAA thingy.
Link here: http://www.msdnaa.net/search/schoolsearch.aspx

But you’ll have to request for your account login from IT helpdesk so kinda troublesome. Thank goodness my Dad is such a geek, I dont have to go through all the hassle. Read somewhere that upgrade only available for one laptop per student.

BYE BYE VISTA! HELLO WINDOWS 7!!

She has made no attempt to contact you because obviously, she doesn’t want to. Who likes hypocrites anyway?

*shrugs*

Never thought I’d say this but I cant wait for school to start. Then I can see Nash on a regular basis. I miss that boy too much. Met him for Mac’s breakfast today but it was too short cos he had to rush off for FYP.

Boo. Thank god mine is over and done with in one semester.

My days have been consisting of watching dramas and movies back to back. Texting Nash. Annoying the cats and Aisyah. LOL. Being nice to Aisyah. And bullying her again. Thinking about Nash and the things I’ll do to him the next time we meet. Not eating much though. No appetite. Hmm, talking to my sisters and such.

Yes I am bored and I need school or work. But no one’s gonna hire me cos I’ve only 2 weeks till school starts.

Anw this is my timetable this sem and I’ve got mondays off!!!!!!!! whoot. damn happy cos this sem the timetable’s more relax cos we’re done with damn FYPs which drove me nuts last sem.

I’m hoping Nash’s timetable wont clash with mine. I will cry if he ends late on Mondays. Okay I’m seriously bored cos its been 2 days since my dad last brought us out. I wanna go oooout.

AH! Nash is done with his driving lesson. K bye!

*WARNING: Entry is full of pictures! LOL

Met my dearest Muhd Nashruddin yesterday cos we’re celebrating my birthday on the 25th since its after fasting month so they can have me for the whole day. Wheee!

Met him like way early around 11am plus.? So I had to wait for him to meet the rest and perform Friday prayers while I sit around at Mcdonald’s playing games from his ipod touch. LOL

Fiyan was fascinated that I waited for so long and even said I was jinak. Kurang asam, pikir aku ni binatang per. ROAR. aku gigit baru tau!

Thats Izdiyad (some guy they met at poly) and Zaki. This was the first time I met Izdiyad and he’s really nice although awfully shy.

The other two annoying (but somehow entertaining) ones. Nash told me about how Shah did alot to make it for the celebration so thanks Shah Jahan (Bin Zaihan). HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Okay, not funny.

This game was very very fun. Basically because I won against all of them. Lelaki WEAK la ok. And no, I did not have to whine to win okay.

I was really lucky for this game and I did whine a little bit to Zaki and Izdiyad (didn’t bother with Fiyan and Shah) cos they will never give in to me anyways. Nash attacked me here! What a bully huh! But Izdiyad won this anyway. Not fair! Cos all the boys ganged up against me! I was second, so good enough although there were 5 other guys against me!

I helped Nash alot for this one, because I have a very kind and forgiving heart. LOL But we didn’t finish this up cos it got a little boring. Besides, Shah kept on going to the toilet to shit. hahahhaha.

Potato wedges and Cheesy Fish N Chips!

My birthday cake! From Nash, I think. Thanks sweetheart!!! I would’ve enjoyed it more if not for the stupid ulcer.

After that, Shah passed me a gift saying its from everyone (except Nash) and told me to open it. Look at the video and see what my gift does. SUPER CUTE. lol

Me had lots of fun! Thanks guyssss.

After leaving Mind Cafe, Nash and I separated from them.We then moved on to watch The Ugly Truth. I didn’t know the plan cos Nash was keeping the whole plan a secret from me. I was so surprised when he brought me to the GOLD CLASS areaaaaaa! WHOOPEDOO

I honestly felt so damn pampered with the soft comfy seating area and a blanket. There was a menu on the table between Nash’s and my seat. I took a look at the menu and decided not to order cos everything was so expensive. Nash took the menu and convinced me to buy the GVMax Platter or something. It was $18/$20. 

And I also bought the Soda float. Which was Root Beer topped with Ben&Jerry’s Ice cream! Kinda on the pricey side though. Around $8/$10, I forgot. I would never have ordered but Nash kept saying it was alright so I ordered anyway.! Wheeeee. Just thinking about it now makes me so damn happy.

My sweetheart ordering for us.

In the whole theater, we were the youngest couple around. Mostly all foreigners. You could tell that some of them come here often. As for me, I am only able to enjoy this for a special occasion like this. Boo! I wanna be like them and come here more often. But we all know very well that normal Singaporeans wont be able to afford this on a regular basis.

I had an awesome time Syg. Love love love love love you for everythingggg.

Nash wanted to bring me to Earle Swensen’s for supper and give me my present but I was too full (and tired) so I was begging him to take me home. I was also very worried I’d get home after 11pm and my dad will never let me go out again.
When we get married, we’ll go out as long as we want to k love?

Otw home, Nash gave me his present and GUESS what it was……………

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A GUESS BANGLE WATCHHHHHHHHHHHH. So pretty. I love it soo soo much!

Let’s admire this beauty for abit. Lol. So nice right? I am totally in love with this. THANK YOU THANK YOU babyyyy!

I had lots of fun today and despite every shit Ive given Nash, he still treats me like a princess. Shah knows about all of our problems and its nice to see him being so neutral and forgiving about all of it. Shah is a really really REALLY nice guy. Nash is just…. beyond awesome.. And I, I am just so damn lucky to have you baby. MWAH MWAH MWAH
Thanks Guys! You’re all wonderful. LOVE YOUUUU


And especially to you my lovely one. You’re the bestest ever. ahhhh, LOVE YOU FOREVER